No one said that dealing with pregnant woman could be this hard.
Wait wrong..
I never knew dealing with my pregnant wife could be this hard.
Joohyun's mood swings are getting out of hand at some point. Like literally making everything hard for me to understand her.
Her yes mostly means no. No means yes vice versa and sometimes. It's better if I'll just shut up because I wouldn't win over her. Not that she'll let me to. Every argument she'll start, it'll end with me saying my sorry.
She gets too emotional too! Very emotional.
Sometimes, she's being sweet to me. Like a needy being who needs my full attention at all time.
And to a split seconds, she's gonna be mad over some petty things. To the little mistakes I've done, she's going to turn it to bigger issues just to hurt herself even more.
We can't even watch our concerts in peace without Joohyun pointing out the flirting I did on stage. The questions of 'why you have to do that?' And those 'you must've felt good after that concert.' in a whole sarcastic tone.
And that concert was done ages ago. Long time ago and she's gonna brought it up as if that concert was yesterday night while she was sleeping!
And making it up to her takes a lot of process.
Sleeping out of our room is normal thing for these days.
Getting nagged over is just another beautiful song playing from her mouth.
But in the end, I have my knees on her. Joohyun has a lot to take throughout her pregnancy. The doctor really did advise me that this are pretty normal . I felt bad of course. Her morning sickness is what really worries me the most. She's picky to what she eats. And if she does, later on, she's gonna puke inside the bathroom. That's why I'm taking all the blame and every words she says out of nowhere because she's here, carrying our little angel.
Though not entirely she's being like this. Coz sometimes, she has her own mood that only requires me alone.
There are times that she snuggles to me at night saying she's craving for my scent. Kisses me out of nowhere because she forgets how I taste. And ask me out for a date because she just misses me.
I did all the means to help Joohyun. Exercises, we do it every morning. We even have our morning walk whenever she feels it. I mostly watch the foods she's taking. Coz sometimes she just eats too much and it worries me.
Though even Joohyun has the voice in our house, she knows the time when to listen to me.
If she eats small amount of food, I'll do the same. It's kind of my thing to show her I'm with her on this. Joohyun would just cry to my shoulder and says her sorry to me out of nowhere.
Yeah got time like that.
And during late at night, specially before we go to bed. I asks her to dance and to our little baby inside her to a slow song. Because some says it is good for the child. It took us ten to fifteen minutes until Joohyun kisses me for her thank you.
Up to bed, I have to read her stories whenever she finds it hard to sleep. But mostly, it's really because I love taking care of them both like this. Coz even Joohyun's already asleep, I still continue the story coz I know our little angel is still listening to me. I have to kiss her tummy before going to bed coz honestly, it'll only take a few more weeks to finally see our baby. And it's making me giddy and excited.
