Lisa
The tour has finally ended. Carried with our latest comeback kill this love with it.
I stared closely to the pocket size picture of Irene that I kept from our birthday. Yes, our birthday.
Kind of a thing I called a day in between of us being born.
Finally, BlackPink can rest. Chaeyoung made sure to have her family vacation the moment we steps in Korea. Jisoo visited her nephews and parents. Jennie stayed in dorm but might have plans with her boyfriend all along.
I still have a gut feeling towards Kai until now though. Jennie's been disturbed by his actions lately. Well me too. Actually, even Jisoo and Chaeyoung notices it. Coz in spite of us being busy, Jennie would still manage a time with him. It's just that he's showing a less interest in their relationship anymore.
One time I really saw Jennie trying to hide her tears when she's having a call with him. And I never really wanted to punch someone in the face that day. Good thing that night he came by and to how Jennie's gummy smile shows after they talk, it lessen my worry somehow.
Though Kai is still on my watch.
"He kinda want a cool off for the best."
"What?!"
I couldn't help to almost yell upon hearing those statement coming from Jennie's mouth.
It's already 12, I thought she's already sleeping but she came knocking to my door.
And hearing her problems starring her boyfriend makes me want to go to exo's door and punch that guy in the face.
How could he do this to her?!
When in fact, if there's one of them who face a lot of hate lately, it was Jennie. And he has the audacity to do this to her?! Like fuck him!
Jennie's eyes streamed with tears. I hate to see her like this. In pain and hurt.
"H-he s-said it's for the best." Jennie tried to reason out while trying to reach out my hand.
Coz honestly, I'm mad.
"Excuses!"
"Lisa, please. Tone down."
"Jennie! Stop being a dumb for second! He wants to end what's between you two! Can't you see it?"
She hysterically shakes her head. What really pains to see, is how Jennie really do have a feelings for him. Probably she already invested too much of it.
"He'll be part to a new group that SM is planning. And he can't...we can't continue this for now... It's j-just a cool off. It doesn't mean we broke up."
Her tears flows down to her cheeks more. Even I'm mad, I controlled it coz seeing Jennie this vulnerable hurts more.
All she needs tonight is a shoulder to cry on. Someone to listen to her, and it wouldn't be right if I'll be lecturing her. So keeping my mouth shut, I move close to embrace her. To let her know, I'm just here. That she has me, she had us. She had the group.
Jennie cried even more, I let her be. I let her to pour her heart out until she fell asleep. Instead of putting her in her room, I let her have my bed for tonight. She immediately hugs my pillow and fell into a deep slumber.
I stared to Jennie.
Her dry tears are still visible. I brush my thumb to her cheek to erase it. I hate it.
