Falling Apart(Sequel to Disaster)

Chapter 3

Abi's POV

"Have you thought of Luke?" I stayed quiet. "That's what I thought... It's not like you to be making out with every guy you see. I've never said this but for once in my life, I'm embarrassed to be your brother" I stayed quiet as a tear slid down my cheek. "I'm sorry Aidan." I say and he hugs me tightly. "I don't know what to do" "Go back to the old you, the real you" "I can't" "Why not?" he says."I just can't" I said and walked to my room. I laid on my bed and started crying. "Abi whats wrong?" I turned around and saw Sam there. "Why are you here?" I asked. "I told you that you couldn't get rid of me that easy. Now what's wrong?" He asked and sat down on my bed. I explained the whole thing with Aidan. "Abi I don't understand why you cant go back to the real you? Why'd you change in the first place?" He asked and I let out a sigh. "Please tell me." He said and put his hand on mine. "After Jack broke up with me I realized that nobody can stay in a relationship with me for too long. I wasn't good enough for anyone. I thought that if I changed then the boys would like me, and they do. I don't want to be like every other girl, I want to be different. And I just want someone to love me." I said and looked down. "Abigail, of course your good enough-" He started and I cut him off. "No I'm not! You cheated on me, if I was good enough you wouldn't have done that and Jack was quick to break up with me, he was probably just waiting for a reason to break up with me." "Abi I was drunk! I wasn't thinking straight trust me if I was I wouldn't have done that because your all I want and you don't understand how much it hurt when you started dating Jack! I wanted you to be mine, I wanted to kiss you, I wanted to cuddle with you, I wanted to comfort you, I wanted to hang out with you all the time. But I couldn't do any of those things because you were with him. I wish you would let me do those things now." He said and I started crying. "What about Natasha and Gabi, when was the last time you hung out with them besides school?" He asked and I stayed quiet. "You can't remember. Abigail it's best for you and everyone else if you would just go back to the Abi everyone loves, the real Abi. The boys that love this Abi don't really love you. Abi they love you because you are easily giving them something they want." He said and I nodded. "Can you promise me something?" "What?" "Promise me the new Abi's gone" I took a deep breath, "I promise" "Good. I love you." He said and kissed my cheek. "I love you too." I said and leaned in. We kissed and I pulled away. He had the biggest smile on his face. "Finally." He said and I started laughing. I laid back down. "I have to go I'll-" He started "Your not gonna stay?" I asked. "Please stay." I added. "Ok." He said and took off his shirt. He laid next to me and put his arms around my waist.

I woke up and got ready. I put on light wash ripped jeans and a light blue shirt. I put on my white low cut converse and a bit of mascara. I walked out of the bathroom, "I'm glad to see your back" Sam says and pulls me into a hug. "Thank you Sammy" I say and he pulls away. "Your welcome baby girl" he says and we walk downstairs. "Abi. Your back" Aidan says and I nod and smile lightly. We ate and Sam drove me to school. "Hey" I say awkwardly, approaching Natasha and Gabi. "Abi!" they say and hug me. "We missed you. Gosh I hated that other bitch" Gabi says and I laugh. "Sorry" I say "It's fine. I'm glad your back" Natasha says. "Abi!!" Johnson says wrapping his arms around me from behind. "I missed you" he says and I smile. "I'll catch you guys later" I say and walk away from the group. "You never called me" he says pushing me against a locker and kissing me. "Danny get off of me" "Why baby" "Danie-" I say but he kisses me, running his hands through my ripped jeans. I tried pushing him off but he was too strong. "Daniel! Get off of her!" a teacher yells and he backs up. "This isn't over" he says and slaps my ass walking away. I walked into class and sat down. Sam didn't talk or even look at me and when he did he gave me a dirty look. The bell rang and we walked out of class. "Sam are you okay?" I asked and he flicked me off. "Really first you fucking tell me how you love me and how I'm not worth less how I'm all this stuff and how you would've never cheated on me if you weren't drunk and how you wanted me back. How all those other guys used me, you did the same shit. Fuck you Sam!" I say and walk out the other way. "I'm sorry Abi" he says grabbing my wrist. "Shut the fuck up" I say and walk out of school. I came with Sam so I had to walk.