Falling Apart(Sequel to Disaster)

Chapter 46

I showered and changed into (picture). I ironed my hair curling the tips. I put on concealer, mascara, winged eyeliner and a nude lip. Sam walked in as I was doing my make-up. "You look beautiful" he says kissing my cheek and laying my bed. "Thank you" Natasha walked into my room, "Let's go" "Give me a minute" I say finished my eyes. I put the nude lipgloss on and got up. I grabbed my bag and Sam's hand and we walked downstairs. "We're picking up Gilinsky and meeting the rest there" she says and Aidan starts driving. Jack sat in the back next to me and kissed my cheek. "Hey cutie" "Hey" Sam answers. "I was talking to Abi" he says and I laugh and roll my eyes. "Hey um what's going on back there" Aidan asks. "Shh" Sam says. "Nothing" Jack says in a girly voice and giggles. We got to the roller skating place and got down. Sam paid for my way in, "Sam!" I say and slap his arm. "Your welcome" he says grinning. We went to the back and got our skates. We put our skates on and Sam and I took a picture together. "Ready?" He asks and I shake my head. "Why not?" "I can't skate" I say laughing. "Come on I'll help you" he says basically dragging me. He held onto my waist and practically pushed me around. I fell back and Sam caught me. "I won't let you fall" he says and kisses my cheek. He held my hand and we continued skating for a little bit.

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Today is the day that I've been dreading, Sam leaves to Florida for college. I forced myself out of bed and walked downstairs, "Hey mom I'm going to Sam's house. Can you watch Alyssa please?" "Yes of course sweetie." She said. "Thanks see you later." I walked out the door and over to Sam's house. I knocked on the door and Lori answered, "Hey Abi how are you?" "Hey Lori. I'm alright and you?" "Good. Sam is upstairs" "Ok thank you" I said and walked upstairs. I walked into his room and saw him laying down. "Hey babe." I said and laid down next to him. "I love you so much." He said and put his hands on my waist, pulling me closer to him. "I love you too." I said and put my head on his chest. "I'm going to miss you so much." "I'm going to miss you too babe." I said, tears formed in my eyes and before I knew it I was crying. "Babe please don't cry." He said and kissed my forehead. "I'm really proud of you and really happy for you. I'm just really going to miss you." I said and he sighed, "I'm going to miss you too" We stayed in bed cuddling for a while longer. "Sam we have to start heading to the airport." Lori said walking into the room. "Ok mom. I'll be down in a minute." He responded and she nodded and walked out the room. "I want to see Alyssa before I leave." He said "I'll go get her now." I said and got out of bed. I walked next door to my house and grabbed Alyssa. "We are going to go say bye to Sam." "Sam." She said and laughed, "I'm glad I have you baby." I said and kissed her forehead. We got to Sam's house and I went back to his room. "I'm back." I said and he took Alyssa from me. "I'm gonna miss you so much cutie." He said and kissed her a bunch of times. "Sam." She said laughing and clapping her hands. "Sam let's go!" Lori called. Sam looked at me. We walked downstairs and he put his things in his car. He pulled me into a hug, while he was still holding Alyssa. "I love you guys so much." He said and kissed us both. "We love you too." I said. "I love you, I love you, I love you." "Sam come on." Lori said. He handed Alyssa to his mom and he picked me up. He gave me a kiss, it was passionate and long. "I love you." I said against his lips. "I love you too babe." He said and put me down. "I love you so much" I say hugging him again, I sighed. "Don't worry babe I'll be back before you know it." He said and I lightly smiled. "Go before I cry." I said. I grabbed Alyssa from Lori. "I'll see you later." I said and she smiled, "Bye sweetie." "I love you Sammy." I said and gave him one last hug. "Sam." Alyssa said. "Bye cuties. I'll FaceTime you as soon as I land." "Ok babe." I said. Sam got into the car and I walked back to my house. I walked in and saw my mom in the living room, "You ok sweetie?" "Could be better." I said and walked up the stairs. "Alyssa." I said and started playing with her. "Mommy." She said and started laughing. "I love you baby." I said and kissed her cheek. "Sam. Sam." She said and started laughing again. "Sam will be back soon." I said. I stayed playing with her until it was time for her nap. I put her in her crib and walked back to my room. I grabbed one of Sam's hoodies and laid on my bed. I took in his scent and hugged his sweatshirt. Aidan leaves to Maine tomorrow, Natasha left yesterday, Gabi and Jack are going to the same college in Cali, Jacks going to Texas in 4 days and Mikes left to North Dakota early this morning.