Falling Apart(Sequel to Disaster)

Chapter 8

Today is Monday and I have to go back to school. I changed and left my hair down. I put on makeup and then put on bracelets to hide my cuts. I haven't cut anymore but my old ones were still there and I don't want people to see them. I walked downstairs and saw Sam waiting for me. "Hey babe." Sam said and gave me a kiss. "Hey baby." I said and we walked to the car. We got to school and we walked towards our group of friends. After awhile Sam and I started walking to first period and I saw Danny and Stacy holding hands. I rolled my eyes and Danny looked me up and down then smirked at me. I flicked him off and then Sam and I sat down. "Who were you flicking off?" Sam asked. "Nobody." I answered. "Really? Are you sure?" "Yes." "Just tell me." "Danny." I said "Why?" He asked. "Because him and Stacy were holding hands and he smirked at me and he was checking me out" I said and Sam started clenching his fist. "Not a big deal ok." I said and put my hand on his and kiss his cheek.
I was walking out of seventh period by myself. "Hey Abi." Stacy said. I kept walking. "Babe she's a bitch don't worry about it." Danny said and I rolled my eyes. "Hey babe." Sam said and put his arm around me. "Hey." I said and kissed his cheek. "You're coming over" he says and we walk to his car. "Mom I'm home!" Sam yells. I said hi to Annie who was on the couch. Mama Wilk came downstairs. "Hey Abi how are you?" "Good and you?" "Good" She says and we go separate ways. We went up to Sam's room and he took of his shirt and laid on his bed. I sat in his swirly chair. He was on his phone and I started looking around his room and going through his stuff. "Babe look" He says and I lay on top of him. I looked at the picture on his phone and it was when we had first started dating. "Do you still have them?" he asked. "Yeah. Not all of them like the ones of us kissing but I have the rest. I have the ones of us kissing on my computer though" " We are relationship goals!!" he says looking at other ones. "Yess!!" I say kissing his cheek. I had my arms wrapped around his chest. "Let's take one now" Sam says and puts the camera facing us. "Nooo!!" I say hiding my face in his back. "Why not" "Because I look ugly" "You never look ugly babe" "No" "Please" "Fine" I say we took one smiling, one of me kissing his cheek and one of us kissing. "Sammyyyyy" "Abiiiii" he says mocking me. "Sammm" "What?" I took a deep breath. "What babe?" He asks sounding nervous "I love you" I say and he rolls his eyes. I gasped, "I love you too" he says and I kiss him. *knock knock* "Come in" I say, "Indeed" Sam says and I laugh. "Sam someone's here to see you" Mama Wilk says and walks out. I got off Sam and sat next to him. A tall skinny girl with long brown hair walked in, "I'm back!" "Monica. What are you doing here?" Sam asked "My parents got a job offer. Now we can finally be together again" she says and sits on Sam's lap with her arm over his shoulder and kisses him. I got up and walked out as a tear rolled down my cheek. I walked next door to my house and locked myself in the bathroom. I looked for my blade but I couldn't find it. "Fuck!!!" I say getting frustrated that I couldn't find it. I threw myself against the wall and slid down crying. I grabbed another razor and took out the blade. I pushed it against my skin and cut three times. I cleaned my wrist and walked back to my room. I grabbed my phone and saw messages from Sam.
From: Sammy❤️
Why did you leave?
Come back.
Are you ok?
baby please
I love you
And while I was looking at then he texted me saying he was coming over. I rolled my eyes and laid down with the covers over me. Hopefully, he will see me and think I'm sleeping. I heard the door open and close. "Abi?" He said and walked over to my bed. He sat down. "I know your not really sleeping." He said and laid next to me. "Please talk to me babe." He said and I turned around. "What?" I said. "Why'd you leave?" "Because you had company." I replied. "Monica is my ex girlfriend and I don't know why she went in there like that." "Well obviously she doesn't know about the ex part because she fucking kissed you!" "As soon as you left I made her leave, babe let me see your wrist." "I'm fine." "Let me see." "No." "Abigail why'd you do it?" He said with sadness. "How did you know?" "You wouldn't let me see" "I'm sorry." I said and let a tear fall. "Abigail you have to stop saying sorry, you don't need to apologize to me. I love you and I don't want you to keep hurting yourself like this! You're perfect and I don't know why you don't see that!" He said "I'm not perfect" "You are to me." He said and gave me a kiss. "Let's go" He said and got up. "Where?" I asked getting up. He took my hand and took me to the bathroom. "Where are they?" He asked. I stayed quiet. "Abigail where are they?" He asked again. I pointed to the cabinet. He opened it and looked through it. He found them, grabbed them, and flushed it down the toilet. "I love you." "I love you too." I said and he kissed me.