Falling Apart(Sequel to Disaster)

Chapter 7

Abi's POV
"Abigail open the door!!!" Sam yells banging on the door. I stayed on the floor crying. I grabbed my blade and glided it across my wrist. It stung at first but then felt relieving. I cut myself three times before Sam opened the door. "Abi" he says and looks down at me on the floor. He runs down and grabs my hand. "Abi?" he asks and a tear slips down his face. "Can I have a minute?" he asks and they nod and leave the room. "Abi" he says and I look down still crying. "Why? Why'd you do this to yourself?" "Because I can't anymore Sam. It's too much. It's too hard" "What's too hard?" "Everything Sam! I just almost got raped Sam! It's not easy! Every time something good happens in my life another thing comes and ruins everything!" "We can get through this Abi. We'll get through it together. I can help you, but you don't have to do this to yourself" he says and I don't respond I just look down. "Please don't do this to yourself" he says and kisses my wrist. He picked me up and carried me downstairs to where everyone was. Sam sat down and I was cradled on him with my arm over his shoulder. Aidan grabbed my hand and looked at it. "Abi" he says and tears began pouring from his eyes. He got up and walked out followed by Natasha. "See Sam. I'm ruining everyone! They'd just be better of without me" I say and get up but Sam pulls me back and I land on his lap. "Abi our lives have been better since you got here and that'll never change" Sam says and kisses my cheek. "Well we should get going I'll see you guys later" Mike says getting up along with Jack, Johnson and Gabi. Mike bro hugged Sam and then hugged me. "I love you" he says and I smile and reply, "I love you too" Jack hugged me for what felt like forever. "I love you. Please don't hurt yourself anymore" he says and pulls away. Johnson hugged me tightly and kissed my cheek then Gabi hugged me. "Take care of her" I overheard Jack tell Sam and he nodded. Aidan came in and his eyes were red and puffy. He came over to me and hugged me. "I'm sorry" I say and he nods and walks upstairs. Natasha hugged me and followed him upstairs. "Let's go baby it's been a long night" Sam says and we go upstairs.
I woke up with Sam's arms locked around my waist. I pulled his arms off and got up and walked to use the bathroom. "Babe!" "Sammy I'm just going to the bathroom" "Don't take long" He said, I nodded and used the bathroom. I walked out, "Babe are you okay?" "Yea baby" "I'm sorry" he says. "It's cute that your being overprotective" I say and lay down next to him. "Can we stay like this forever?" Sam asks. "Probably not I'll have to pee again in like 2 hours" "I love you" he says and kisses my forehead. "I love you too" His phone vibrated and he turned around and grabbed it. He answered the text and put his phone back down.
Sam's POV
From Jack Gilinsky
How is she?
To Jack Gilinsky
She's good she just woke up. I'll let you know how she's doing in a bit
"Babe I'm gonna use the bathroom" I say pecking her lips and get up. I walked into the bathroom and locked the door. I saw the blade sitting on the counter from yesterday. I threw the blade into the toilet and flushed it. I walked back into the room and laid back next to Abi. I gave her a kiss on the cheek and pulled her closer to me. "Let's watch a movie." She said and I nodded. She put on a movie. "Babe, I'm hungry." I said. "Ok, let's go get food" She said and got up. We walked downstairs, "We have to clean up later." She said and I nodded. We went to Taco Bell and got food. We ate it there and then went back to her house. "Aidan! Natasha!" She shouted. "What?" Aidan says. "We have to pick up." She said and they both came downstairs. We picked up everything and then we sat on the couch. "I'm going upstairs." Abi said and got up. I followed her and then we laid on her bed. "Abi." I said and she turned around. "Sammy." She said. I gave her a kiss. I kept kissing her. She started giggling. I have her one last kiss then I stopped. "I love you." I said. "I love you too babe." she said and put her head on my chest. She started playing with my hair.