Falling Apart(Sequel to Disaster)

Chapter 39

Sam's POV

From Gilinsky
We need to talk

To Gilinsky
Why?...

From Gilinsky
Shut the fuck up and come over

I grabbed my keys and drove a couple blocks away to Jack's house. I walked downstairs to the basement and saw Johnson and Gilinsky talking. "Hey" I say and throw my feet up on the couch. "Dude we need to talk" "What's this about?" "Abi" "I don't want to hear it" I say getting up. "Sam stop playing this is serious" Jack says and I roll my eyes and sit down. "What happened?" "We broke up" I say flatly. "Did she get a say in that?" Gilinsky asks. "Bro how could you just leave her like that" I told him the whole story how she didn't want to go out and shit. "That's harsh" Johnson said "Thanks for taking my side" "Sam your girlfriend-" I cut him off. "Ex" I corrected. "Sam what the fuck is wrong with you, do you know how hard it is for her? She thinks she's worthless, she was just raped and she has a baby Sam. She's scared and alone and all you fucking care about is going to parties, getting drunk and hooking up with random girls" Johnson says. "She came over crying yesterday. She said she's worthless and a piece of shit" my heart sunk, I got up and grabbed my keys. I knocked on the front door and Michelle answered. "Uh hi Sam. Abi's not home" she says but I can tell she's lying. "Please, can I please see her" "Sam I don't think that's a good idea" "Please" I say and she opens the door wider. "Thank you" I say and run upstairs. I knocked on her door, "Come in" I walk in and see her laying on her bed crying. "Abi" I say softly. "Leave" "Abi baby please." "What do you want Sam" "Can we talk?" I ask and she nods.

Abigail's POV

I've been laying in my room crying since lunch. "Come in" I say hearing a knock on my door. My moms been checking up on me every once in a while and Aidan stopped by once or twice. "Abi" I recognize the voice and it's Sam. I open my mouth but nothing comes out. "Leave" I finally say. It hurts saying that, I want Sam to stay. I want to lay in his arms and never let go. A part of me wants that, another part is still slightly mad and broken. "Abi baby please" "What do you want Sam" "Can we talk" he asks and I nod. I was looking down into my covers. I'm scared I'll break down if I look at him. "Abi please I'm so sorry. I'm an idiot, I didn't mean anything I said" I sat up and patted the spot next to me. I was turned facing him now, "What about the girls" his face went blank. He looked down and shook his head. "I was mad and drunk and it meant nothing Abi. I don't even know their names it was just a hook up. Your the only one that I want and I regret it so much. Baby please" he says grabbing my hands. "I love you so much" he says and I cup his face in my hands and kiss him. He kissed me back and the kiss was filled with meaning and passion. "I love you too" I say and a tear falls down my face. "Why are you crying baby?" "I don't know if I can do this Sam" "What? What do you mean?" "I mean us. I don't know if I can do this anymore, it's too much" "Baby ple-" "Sam I think a break is what we need" I say as more tears roll down my face. He nods, "I love you so much" he says "I love you too" I say and he kisses me again. I laid cuddled up next to him and he played with my hair. "Will there ever be an us again?" he asks. I stayed quiet for a second, "I hope so" I respond and he kisses my head. We stayed like that for a while.

I woke up with Sam's arms around my waist. I sighed and got out of bed, I walked to Alyssa's room and took her out of her crib. "Good morning princess." I said and kissed her cheek. I walked downstairs with her in my arms. "Good morning." I said to my mom who was drinking coffee in the kitchen. "Hey sweetie, how'd everything go?" She asked referring to Sam. "We are on a break right now. I told him I didn't know if I can be with him" "Then why'd he stay last night?" "I just fell asleep, I don't know why he stayed." I said and she nodded. "Ok well I can't watch Alyssa today so whatever you do you have to take her with you." "I was planning on going to the park with her today anyway. Thanks." I said and walked upstairs. I went to Alyssa's room and put her in her crib. I went back to my room and changed into a white v neck and red high waisted shorts. I put my hair in a bun and then did my makeup. "Where are you going?" Sam asked. "Park with Alyssa." "Can I go with you?" He asked and I sighed, "Yea. I'm leaving soon get dressed." I said and walked back to Alyssa's room. I changed her and then went downstairs. I got her bottle and fed her, when she was done I burped her and then I grabbed her diaper bag. "Sam I'm leaving." I said and he came down the stairs. "Let me help you." "I got it" He didn't listen and he took the diaper bag from me. We walked to my car and I put Alyssa in her carseat. I started the car and Sam got in. I drove to the park and we got out. "I'm going to the swings." I said with Alyssa in my arms. I walked to the swings and put Alyssa in the baby one. I started pushing her softly. Sam walked over and stood in front making faces which made Alyssa laugh. After pushing her for a little bit, Sam took her to the slides and he slide down with her a few times, it was really cute. "I'm hungry." I said. "Let's go eat." He said and we walked to my car. We went to the restaurant that was down the street. I took Alyssa in her carseat, "I'll carry it." Sam said and took it from me. We went inside and got seated. We ordered and then he started talking, "I miss hanging out with you." "I nod and smile slightly. I was still kind of mad at him for everything. He stayed quiet after that and it was awkward until the food came. When we were done eating we left back yo my house. "Bye Abi I'll see you soon." He said and went to hug me. "Bye." I said and gave him a quick hug. I got Alyssa and walked inside. "Abi?" Aidan called from upstairs. "Yes?" "Come here." He said and I walked upstairs with Alyssa. "Oh hey" I said walking in and seeing him, Natasha, Gabi, Jack, and Johnson. "Where were you?" "The park." "With Sam?" Gabi asked and I nodded my head. Natasha took Alyssa from me, "Are you guys together?" Jack asked. "No we are on a break." "Did you guys both agree on it this time?" Natasha asked. "Yes and I'm done answering questions." I said and sat down next to Johnson. "Ok fine grouchy" Jack said I shook my head and lightly smiled at him.