you know, i really dont know whats wrong with me, what does everyone have that i dont.
i try too hard to have the people i want in my life, but that doesnt work, and all my hard work fails, falls to the ground and gets crushed into a million pieces. and i get really sad
so yeah right now im doing my homework and lizzie went home and i really shouldn't be left alone, because i really wanna, you know... do that one thing, with my razor.
i really dont want andrea, nicole or tatum to read my story because im scared theyll hate me because of how horrible and depressing i am.
but you know, y should i care. y should i care about anything.
i really want kaija here right now because shes so happy and makes me laugh haha.
and i want to do my room right now to get my mind off things
and theres a guy haha and we talk all night after lizzie goes to bed and we fall asleep on the phone and its pretty cute... i think so, but then aain i might fall to the ground after i fall for him.
congrats lizzie
11/2/14 1:31 PM
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What A Catch
No Ficción"I've got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match" Just a personal journal of me.
