What A Catch

its complicated

Okay so today was easy, i actually slept, waking up every 4 hours for my meds so i can like talk and swallow and yeah. and then i look like shit because i dont want to wear makeup this week and i feel disgusting because the doctors pinned my tongue down during surgery and then its hurting BAD but like theu wont ket me brush my teeth until sunday,,, which is gross.

i dont feel like i need all the things my friends are saying to me or making etc.

Calista is reassuring me about corbin but he will never like me

mady is gonna possibly take me to see Ouija

kaija made me something, and this weekend if i feel okay ill  do a marathon of hannah Montana @ her house but if i dont feel good, she should really come over sweet cheeks

mia is mia and she just helps in general and yeah i feel bad that she has to go to school. its hell.

lizzie is the same. we havent talked but i know she sends her lovvessss.

this kid named conner that is like in love with me since 6 grade, he tells me his story about how bad his experience was with surgery

and then my dad made me send him pics of my throat to scare my brother who is either 5 or 6...

and then ashton does too, he like exted me, but i hate texting, i would much rather snap chat but yeah anyways hes really nice and always means well. so thank u

i ordered a binder off of Amazon since i cant go out to the store and i organized ALL my school things last minute so i feel good about that.

and i sleep like every 5 hours for an hour if that makes sense. ..

all i have is scars on mt hip so yay, i dont have to wear pants!!!!

and i have a cuddle buddy, since everyone has to go to school and leave me alone :( its my doggy :D

i havent started any of my homework... so fuck..

THANK U FOR 1.23K GUYS MUCH LOVE

i feel better guys, like so much

i ordered a bath and body works hand sanitizer that smells like margaritas since my other one is emptyyyyyy.

mashed potatoes have been a real big hit even though im not allowed to have it, it helps alot.

and i had top ramen and pasta and spaghetti even though im not allowed to eat that either.

and pudding is gross right now

popsicles are great tho

and ice cream isnt often.

if i had to choose having tonsilitis or having this surgery, (pain wise) the freaking surgery is wayyyyyyyyyyyy better just saying.

and like i did a test online and yeah

i think thats it...

11/13/14 9:33 PM