So im not completely sure y i always feel the need to die, or cut but then i think, oh yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i guess older best friend, megan is coming back to my school and shell be in the honors class and kaija is trying to get back in that class... and everyone except Danielle, likes her and kaija comes best friends with them and I'm just like oh... so yeah then megan won't want to be with me, not kaija and then I'll be with lizzie and mia but they aren't bad. at all actually
but kaija is so nice and funny and im,not that she wont want me, and ill be a nothing and yeah so much for trying to keep friends/make friends... theyll have sleepovers with out me, hang out without me... everything with out me. whatever
danika looks like a gerbil with dried beef jerky hair. dumb bitch stealing lizzies man. BOO, THAT WHORE " mean girls re: kaija today haha i had to change it to that cuz nvm
ill try not to cut, but ill never throw out my blade. i feel like i cant feel better even if i smile harder.
i guess im just scared that kaija will forget about me in honors.
and in the picture, when its underlined in blue, thats just something that mady says and yeah i thought it was funny
#madystatus
that is a page from "the deal" by the kellin under the vic.
today i made mia smile and i was like mmmhmmmmmmmmm thats right
11/6/14 8:47 PM
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Saggistica"I've got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match" Just a personal journal of me.
