What A Catch

hello there

So i got up, and had waffles with mady, and ITS WAS SO GREAT HER KITCHEN IS NICE. Right when i was geting my waffles from the toaster, kaija called and i needed breakfast so i couldnt talk and she sounded mad. But she doesnt care about me, y should i care too? And then i got my makeup on and brushed my teeth and my grandma picked me up... and i went home and changed and did my hair and off to the mall. And i was having a panic attack the whole fucking time. And its the mall. Everyone goes there and my glasses were fucked up. And i dont know my way around the mall so i had to stop and ask people and ugh no. So we got there and did tests and it was like 2 hours and did another test, picked out the only lenses that i

A. Liked

And

B. Was covered by insurance

And so then they said an hour so i had to wait an hour for glasses, not have anything on. And i was thirsty so i had to walk across the mall, feelings scared and vulnerable and ugly and naked. And i saw this kid named KOBE.

fuck

Fuck

Fuck

No

I was hoping that wouldnt happen

Then i got my glasses. And came home, ate chicken talked to mia and that was seriously 5.5 hours i was there. Then i did my nailssss and had a question for kaija on her x mas present and she was like, mady is in ur squad dont get me anything. Like be happy im still getting u one. They were so expensive like stop. And she was being all ashton-y and then stopped talking to her because she was annoying the shit out of me. I wanted to know about what she liked, and she gave me a hard time. Im sorry i still care, but cant keep up with ur "stuff" . And that u cant handle me asking u some questions that has nothing to do about the situation.

To be honest: i cant say mad forever, i cant be this way, but like in high school i can be me, free and everything and kaija and i would have, excuse me, i would have stopped being an ass. Hopefully.

Mia said she supports me in everything i do, besides pregnancy and drugs. So it warmed my cold heart...

The picture is my glasses, not my self centered disgusting worthless self

Now im doing this so yeah thats my day.

12/7/14 8:10 PM