Im basically an abomination arent i?
Ill update early since i have nothing to do.
I woke up and went to school and talked to kaija. And then in turkish i didnt know the answers, and when i did, i dont want to answer. You dont understand how scared i am, to speak in front of everyone and mess up, or look stupid. And nobody understands. I cant help it. She cant understand what i mean when, i tell her, and i want to cry but i cant because thats for pathetic people. So then at lunch i didnt eat anything but mia gave me a bar thing it was a good bar thing. And then i ditched kaija and lizzie because they obviously dont want me so i went with mia and played animal and human guess who, and then boggle. Then it was kinda the same, finals finals finals. But in English i sat down and there was something wet and my hand sanitizer went all over me, and my binder. And after school i was gonna tell lizzie and kaija in the bathroom but they cared about eachother, because they couldn't even listen to me for a second. It was all about what kaijas mom said and what lizzies dad said, probably making plans without me because im not good enough for anyone. And i also got a text from conner saying that everyone in 8C? Another 8th grade class, all think i have a dick... because conner has a cold sore. Thankssssssssssssss today was okay, until 2:30 i can update later if anything happens. I usually text the people that are sad beause of me to fix things, but i should stop because people dont give 1 fuck about me, im nothing, and everyone sure shows me how true it is.
12/9/14 2:57PM
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What A Catch
Non-Fiction"I've got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match" Just a personal journal of me.
