What A Catch

im so done

my mom:

pros:                   cons:

     ...                      drug addict

                             anger issues

                             unloving

                             uncaring

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CAN I FUCKING HAVE A GOOD DAY

mia wont answer me

kaija and mady, and lizzie are having a better time withought me, yeah im so surprised.

kaija is in my squad so d'angela back off

calista thinks im mad at her but im not im mad that eveyone is better than me.

i want to feel good i dont want to feel like people hate me. i feel like shit but no one is like ugh idekrn

my mom has no care in the world for me. she made fum of me for crying when i was in the hospital and now, and she lft cuz my grandma told her that shell get me sick and oh fuck i dont want to deal with this anymore.

i wish i had kaija s mom, because shes a horrible dancer, caring and a bitch when needed so i love her i love almost eveyones mom more than my own.

I GABRIELLE C. VOW TO HOPEFULLY NEVER CUT AGAIN.

i want to so bad right now

but i wont, its not like ANYONE will even care though.

i guess im just pathetic rn since i get mad @ all my friends having a way better time, while i sit in bed feeling like shit.

bang my head against a wall please.

i dont want friends,  because they all just make me mad when they unintentionally make me feel bad.

i want friends so i can feel good about myself haha and make me happy, and laugh and smile.

when i redo my room, ill invite 1-2 people

1) mia for sure

2) lizzie, if she can come on that day, cuz its a holiday day.

im only inviting them for a reason but i wont say it cuz of how pathetic i am

November 14, 2014 7:46 PM

i really needed to get that off my chest.

PS MIA U BETTER FUCKING ANSWER ME I NEED U RN.