What A Catch

my second time writing this

I feel to lonely, and worthless, im laying in the dark all day now, "im watching a movie" all those wyd's u ask, im lying, im laying in the dark crying or my grandma forced me out of my room.

Some homie of juliens likes me, he told me... not my type, im more of a corbin type of girl, but he would never want me, because after break, hell ask out calista...

When i get everything out of my room, i can paint woooohooo

And i couldnt go to kaijas. And i feel like she has to faith but mostly trust in me.

I painted my nails...

Im becoming the destructive self that i am today. And im sick of it already.

My 1 year old cousin doodled all over our walls, so greatttttt

Okay and im not eating except a peck here and there. Ive been getting skinnier cuz of it, maybe for once at wild island next year, ill actually get a compliment, cuz me and lizzie didnt, but kaija does. Shes wayy prettier than us. Expect it tho

10/23/14 10:26PM