my grandma said kaija couldnt come over because of, i guess shes so happy, that makes it hard for me to keep up, especially since we laugh and eat and party hard. and like i started crying when kaija couldnt come,
and my grandma only let mia come because:
1. her mom isnt the nicest so she wanted her to get away for a while
2. shes depressed
3. shes never come over before
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i hate it when people get mad or feel stupid because me. maybe i should just disappear, so that i dont make anyone mad or something.
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dont u dare fucking think i dont like u anymore, or that ur worthless.
kaija fricken payge... u is bae, u isss hannah Montana- _-
dont i just fuck everything up?
i really dont mean to be this way.
TRUST ME I TRIED TO HAVE KAIJA COME OVER. dont get mad at me because my grandma said no and that shes going off schedule.
and she would hate it here, i like could talk but i couldnt eat what she could eat, so that means she would
live off of boring food.
she wouldnt be able to stay up late
no laughing for me
and get waken and bothered every 4 hours because of my meds. (that tastes grossssss)
- its not like i didnt want her to come. and i had a plan, mia comes @ 1 leaves at 4 and kaija comes @ 5. but my grandma said no i guess im just the pathetic one, not being able to get better faster.
but then she said no so mia stayed til 5 so :3
GOD IM SO PATHETIC
im sorry im so horrible
i should stay away if ill hurt u
i didnt mean for you, or anyone to feel regret.
IM SORRY U DITCHED PLANS FOR ME
i guess im just a screw up...
11/15/14 11:29 PM
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What A Catch
Non-Fiction"I've got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match" Just a personal journal of me.
