What A Catch

if u dont mind

If u dont mind, ill go fuck myself. i never called u thirsty and i wouldnt say it like that, ur assuming it, and putting it everywhere, worse than it was and im so done now. Idk what to do. I couldnt find my razor, but i will, and ill do something i call slice and dice haha great name right? She acted like nothing was wrong then assumed. Then ignored, and i looked at her with my "evil eye" sorry im so horrible, worthless and trashy. I literally like one guy. And say that a guy is hot, not that i wanna date him okay. So yeah fuck off, and GO FUCK YOURSELF hahahahha i cant handle this anymore i literally have now hidden pills in ny room, just in case. Get over urself shes probably gonna comment, text, or keep it up toorrow, just to make me mad. IDGAF jk i do, i really reaaaaalllllllyyyyyyy do. So like today

Woke up, showered great morning, talked to kaija and lizzie. Went to life skills and presented and i got really hot and scared. Then walked down, and i didnt know where lizzie was so i saw kaija and i was walking and she was in her phone like "answerrrr" and whatt she was like but ur gonna call me thirsty so... and walked away, like real mature. Then i was upset because i didnt do anything, just a sinple comment on wattpad and it makes her all butthurt. So in turkish i stayed to myself and didnt care at all, didnt write. Nothing. Then in computers, it was computers so yeah, then kaija looked at me and smiled, like u just said, and ignored me for like 2 ish hours and ur gonna smile and me, so yeah i rolled my eyes idc. At lunch she was wuth andrea and me and kizzie and mia wrre all together and had wayyyy nore fun without kaija there like idk but with kaija, we have better convos soooo. Then i ignored everyone and stayed to myself, which was fun, i got to think to myself, and have mini scenarios in my head and then i thought, about today and i got really sad and i thought of how pathetic i am, and how u deserve to die. Its all my fault and stuff. Please read "Low" by: thekellinunderthevic its um well, i guess something i want to happen, its a short story, and its really good. After school i went to my room and read "Daniel" by museymouse i think and fell asleep and woke up, ate did home work, read kaijas story, got mt pills and then wrote this. Tbh right now, im pathetic i know, im going to look for a razor... i cant handle this tension. Good nighttttttttttttttttttttttt

The picture reminds me of kaija, not that shes a douchebag, its because she says it alot

Ps, ashton is still a pussy licker

12/2 11:34PM