So today i told azhar that nicole read it on here and its not my fault thats she ls mad and hes still saying im a liar, i wish she never got mad at him, i mean i really dont matter so its fine if she doesnt care. i dont like it when people hold false things against me.
when,i was telling him this book was to calm me,down from self harm, he didnt care, but i was alout to cry and in the hallway, waiting for turkish i was about to have a panic attack.
i finished reading 1000 paper cuts, here on wattpad and it made me really sad and uninspired, because kellin found a way back in the happy world, i wont spoil it.
i really need to cut right now idk what to do right now. my grandma is like
do ur homework
okay so then i was oovooing kaija and she comes in,and tells me to get out cuz she needs to take a bath, like bitch one page left... but noooooooooooo mother fucker im,really heated right now. kaija is going it to read this and think im pathetic cuz im so sensitive now... i should have gone through my grandmas purse and found her pills yesterday.
im done trying but i have no other choice right now so yeahhhhhhh
the pic:
red: somewhat my life
yellow: i can relate
blue: exactly what is up in this world
i felt really good about myself in computers cuz i made a nicely, thought out pixelated nyan cat and everyones looked like squares hahahh and we showed it to the class and everyone was like omggg i finally felt special again
but you problably dont care
11/5/14 7:09 PM
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What A Catch
No Ficción"I've got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match" Just a personal journal of me.
