What A Catch

There will come a day...

there will come a day, where we go through challenges, big and small.

there will be a time when you have no way out, but youll find a way out; death... so you go to the kitchen and get the pills, in your hand, grab some water even...

and there is no other choice.

and you want to talk to someone, so you go to your rock, the only person that has been with you from day one. Theyre the only person that doesnt have a choice to love you or not.

You tell your grandma, everything is going down, everyone cant learn to like you. can't understand how you feel, or what your situation is.

She laughs at, she just sits back, and laughs, saying, ur so over dramatic.

and you cry even more, when your throat hurts too.

but you stop and think about it and think, my friends, will miss me, they wont apologize, but theyll talk to you.

so i put the pills back and drink the water, and all she says is: there is more, worse things is life.

she leaves

in my head im thinking,

there will be a day where i get up and go to her room and say "grandma, i feel sick" and she wont get up, or move. Shes is heaven, so you panic.

a month later

you're living with a soul freak, your over protective aunt.

she checks your:

messages

instagram

snapchat

facebook

calls

EVERYTHING

all she does is talk about your cousin thay died. there will be no more smartphone, nothing

YOURE LIFE IS OVER

no more high school you wanted

no more friends over, nothing

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take life as it is, think it over,

Dont be dramatic

love life

dont be a  ☮  of shit.

there will be rough days,

             *AUTHORS NOTE THING*

and i just wanted to say im making a story type thing... and yeah if you want it, i can make it.

itll be like everyday, like this one, but its not a journal,

11/18/14 7:32 PM