With and Without You (A Jordan Knight Fanfiction)

Chapter 7

Jordan walked Vivian back to her Dad's house after their little tryst at the park. They were both all smiles, so Jordan chose not to come back into the house. He was afraid he'd take just one look at Jordan's cheesey smile and know he'd just gotten an amazing blowjob from his little girl. They kissed goodnight before Vivian disappeared into the house.

She said goodnight to her family and went into her room. She changed clothes and laid on her bed. Her thoughts were of Jordan.  She couldn't believe she hadn't even wanted to come to Boston for Spring Break, now she didn't want to go back home. But he wants to keep in touch. He wanted to see her this summer. She was already excited about her summer plans. She fell asleep thinking of Jordan and what the future might hold for them.

Vivian woke up the next morning thinking about Jordan and the time she had left in Boston. She wanted to see him, but he hadn't called her today. They hadn't made any plans. She tried not to be disappointed. She asked Angie if she felt like going shopping or something today. They decided to catch a movie and then go shopping.

Vivian jumped in the shower after breakfast and put on her favorite ripped jeans and her Bon Jovi tshirt. She didn't feel like messing with her long hair today, so she just pulled it up into a high pony. And since it seemed to be turning out to be a Jordan free day, she just did minimal makeup, just mascara and lip gloss. And to complete her look, she put on her black cons.

Angie insisted on Police Academy 5. Vivian thought it was an odd choice, but went along with it. They got their popcorn and sodas and headed into the theater. They sat down just as the previews began. After about 5 minutes, someone sat down right next to Vivian which surprised her because there were plenty of empty seats when they had come in. Why would someone sit right next to her? She kept her eyes on the screen. She wasn't trying to let this stranger know how annoyed she was. But then this strange guy fake yawned and put his arm across the top of her seat. Now she finally turned to face him. She was ready to give him a piece of her mind.

Vivian turned, in full bitch mode, ready to tell this prick off. She same face to face with the most gorgeous brown eyes and the sexiest smile she'd ever seen. "Jordan! What are you doing here? How did you know we were here"? She couldn't help but smile looking into those eyes.

Jordan kissed her softly on the lips and said, "I called to talk to you earlier and Ang said you were in the shower. She said you two were going to the movies today. So Donnie and I decided to join you,  without an invitation. Hope you don't mind". She answered him with a kiss of her own,  but hers wasn't soft at all. Her kiss was anything but soft. She crushed his lips with hers. Thrusting her tongue into his amazing mouth. He tasted so good, like toothpaste and mouthwash. And something else, something sweet.

Jordan enjoyed this kiss, a lot. His body reacted to her lips on his like this. He became so aroused. He took her hand and moved it to the front of his jeans. "See the effect you have on me, and so quickly. Just with one kiss. Damn you girl". He smiled and winked at her. He moved her hand off his dick and kissed the back of it before holding it on the arm rest between them.

She felt a twinge of guilt for getting him all turned on and then leaving it like that. She knew he'd eventually grow tired of this situation, him getting hard because of something she did and him getting no relief. She couldn't really blame him though. If she couldn't keep another virgin happy how could she keep a guy as experienced as Jordan happy? She imagined him sleeping with other girls as soon as she left to go back to Texas. She figured he'd be in bed with some girl as soon as she was at the airport.  Hell he might already be sleeping with girls while she's here, after he drops her off each night. And could she be mad? They just met and aren't exclusive. She knew there was only one way for her to keep a guy like Jordan and that was by having sex with them. Her heart sank, she just wasn't ready yet. 

Jordan looked down at their joined hands when he felt Vivian start to pull her hand out of his. When her hand was free from his, he looked at her face. She was dabbing her eye, was she crying? It was too dark for him to know for sure. When she moved her hand away from her face, the light from the movie screen let him see her eyes were wet from tears. He wanted to ask her what was wrong,  but talking during the movie was rude. He'd ask her when it was done. Then suddenly she stood up and excused herself, she walked away from Jordan by walking in front of Angie and Donnie.  Jordan got up and walked out the other door.  He caught up with her in the lobby.

"Viv, what's wrong sweetheart"?

She turned and faced him. "Jordan I'm so sorry. I know how frustrating it must be for you. And I'm sure you're just dying for me to go home. You don't have to keep being nice and hanging out with me. I really appreciate it and I'm having such an amazing time with you. But I know it can't be fun for you."

Jordan looked confused, "Vivian what are you talking about? Why would I not want to hang out with you? Why would I be frustrated with you? You're fucking amazing. You're beautiful, you're sweet, you're fun and you're smart. I'm having the time of my life with you. I've never known anyone like you before. Why would I ever want you to go home?"

She smiled and felt like maybe she got him all wrong. Maybe he was really different. He was looking at her and she knew he was waiting for her to answer him. "Look I know you aren't enjoying the no sex situation. I wouldn't blame you for looking for some elsewhere. But I still feel bad for leaving you all hot and bothered when we're together. You probably have the biggest blue balls ever. And it's all my fault. I just don't want you to get tired of me because of it. I know I really can't keep someone like you happy for long without sex."

Jordan smiled his biggest, sweetest smile at her. "What" she asked. He chuckled, "I love that you're concerned about my balls. But please don't be worried about me getting tired of you. I know we just met but I can't stop thinking about you. When I'm not with you, you're all I think about. When I am with you, I can't stop looking at you. You feel like the perfect girl to me. And I know you aren't ready for sex yet. I'm okay with that. I can hope you'll be ready this summer or Christmas break or even next year when you come visit for Spring Break. And if not maybe when you move here for college. I'm in no rush. I'll wait. There is no pressure from me for you to do anything you're not ready for. And hey if you get back to Texas and meet the guy it feels right with, I'll understand that too. I just want to spend as much time with while I can. Okay beautiful"?

Vivian couldn't believe he was so great. She didn't know how she got so lucky. "Okay handsome, if you say so. Thank you for being so sweet and patient with me. You're pretty perfect yourself, ya know. I'm going to miss you when I go back to Texas. I never would have thought going back home would be so hard. But you're definitely making it that way." She put her arms around his neck and hugged him tight. He returned her hug and let out a sigh. She looked up at him and pushed up on her tip toes to kiss him. He kissed her back. Their tongues met and heat traveled from her lips to her honeypot. She liked this feeling of being turned on. It was new to her. It was a feeling Jordan brought out of her. She wanted to explore it more but she knew she wasn't that ready yet. But he said he'd wait for her. That thought made her tingle even more.