With and Without You (A Jordan Knight Fanfiction)

Chapter 18

Over the next couple of months things were amazing. Jordan and Vivian had spent every day together. Since prom they were inseparable. At first her mom refused to allow Jordan to stay at the house with Vivian. After Vivian snuck out to stay at the hotel with him, Vivian's mom changed her mind and let him stay at their house. She even began to like Jordan the more she got to know him. She realized he truly loved her daughter. She could see the love between them. She watched Jordan closely and anytime he was looking at Vivian all she could see in his eyes was love, and it warmed her heart. But she still feared her daughter getting hurt and being all the way in Boston where she couldn't be right there to help her. For now though, she trusted Jordan and accepts him.

The rest of their time before school started was spent hanging out and falling more and more in love with each other. Their sex life was absolutely amazing. It got better each time it seemed. They got more adventurous and weren't afraid to try new things. Jordan had moved out of his parents house and in to Donnie's spare room, once Danny moved in with his girlfriend.  So Jordan and Vivian finally had a place of their own to spend the night. Once school started Vivian was going to be living in a dorm, all Freshmen had to live on campus unless they were from Boston. Since Vivian wasn't actually from Boston, her dad's place didn't count.

Once school started Vivian and Jordan had opposite schedules. But they still always found time together, even if they were just studying together. 

Jordan was also taking more singing gigs. He had actually met a lady that worked at Interscope Records at a wedding of all places. She was interested and had taken one of his demos back to her executives. He kept hoping he'd hear back, but it had been a few months so he didn't figure they liked him. He was working on several new songs and had quite a few upcoming gigs set up. Including his older sisters wedding.

As their first semester came to a close, Vivian was grateful for the break. She'd been so stressed with her first college semester's finals. She had stressed herself out to the point of getting sick almost every day before her finals.  She was so thankful that was finally over. She was tired of being sick.

A week after finals though Vivian worried because she was still getting sick, every day. One morning, its like it suddenly hit her, could she be pregnant. She tried to remember when her last period had been. She knew it was the weekend of Jordan's shows at the local college bar, she vividly remembered starting at the bar and going home early. She pulled out her purse and checked her pills. Holy shit!  She realized she hadn't refilled her pills in two months. She ran out to the drug store and bought three tests. She peed on all of them once back in her dorm room. She freaked out waiting for those damn tests.

While she was waiting, she heard her phone buzz. It was a text, from Jordan.

Jordan: Good morning beautiful! Hope you slept good. I've got some good news, when can you meet me? Come by the house. I love you so much!!

Vivian: Good morning handsome! Just getting up. Slept good I guess. Still not feeling 100%, but I'll get ready and see you in an hour. Love you so much!!

Vivian: what's the news?

Jordan: its an in person type of good news, not over phone news so hurry and get that cute butt over here

Vivian felt nauseous and ran to the bathroom to be sick. After puking, AGAIN, she checked all three tests. Yep definitely pregnant, her heart dropped. Dread sank in. She knew she had to tell Jordan. He loved her, he'd be okay. They'd planned on getting married and had even talked about kids. She knew he wanted kids, but he was adamant about it being much later. Oh fuck, he's going to be so pissed with me for forgetting my pill.

She got to Jordan's about an hour later. "Hey babe, what took you so long? I've been dying to tell you my awesome news." He was so excited, and she knew she was going to ruin everything for him. "Sorry I had to shower. Hey before you say anything, I've got news too. You can go first,  just don't let me forget. Now spill it babe!"

"Interscope wants to sign me!! They loved my demo. They want to fly me out to California and go over contracts. Then re-record my demo into an album. I'll have to be gone two months, if it all goes well."

"That's great Jordan. Oh my God, its finally happening for you. I'm so happy for you." She threw her arms around his neck. She decided it was not the right time to tell him. Not tonight. "Are you going to quit school? And when will you go out there?"

Jordan was slowly walking Vivian to his bedroom, he wanted to celebrate. And to celebrate, he wanted her naked in his bed, his cock buried deep inside her tight pussy. He was so aroused for some reason. As they moved backwards,  he tried to answer her questions between kissing her neck. "Yeah I'll have to take a break from school. And they wanted me out there immediately, but I have Sharon's wedding next weekend. So the day after the wedding I'll fly out there."

Vivian feels the back of her knees hit the bed. Her mind is reeling, she has to tell him, but how can she tell him now? Jordan's not the type of guy to shuck his responsibilities, what if he throws away this chance because she's pregnant.  She can't see him going away for months right after she tells him she's having his baby. Her mind is so far away,  she doesn't even realize Jordan is completely naked and trying to get her the same way. But he's also not paying attention to her not paying attention to him. "You okay Viv? Are you not into this today? Want me to stop?"

"Sorry babe, no I was just lost in thought, bring those lips up here to me." He does as she asks. She gets herself undressed and pushes him onto his back. She slides down until her mouth reaches his beautiful cock. His perfect, wonderful, long, thick cock. She puts her lips around him, as she slides his generous length into her mouth she thinks of how much she loves him. How badly she wants him to be happy. She sucks him harder, taking him as far into her mouth as she can. When she hears him groan, she pushes until he hits the back of her throat. This causes her to gag a little, almost causing her to be sick again. She pulls backs deciding a blow job wasn't the best idea. She moves back up to straddle him, she lines him up with her entrance and slides herself down on him. She's trying to keep her mind on the task at hand, but her thoughts are all over the place. She stops and climbs off of him, "Can we switch?" He says sure and she turns onto her stomach, he likes this change. She just can't look him in the face right now, feeling guilty for not telling him. But once he slams into her and begins to expertly fuck her, she returns to him. He brings her closer to her sweet release with every thrust. She moans and the cries his name as he makes her come. Her walls contract around his cock, the feeling of her growing even tighter, causes him to pour himself into her.

As they lay together in the aftermath of their love making, he holds her against his chest, his strong arms wrapped around her. She feels content and so happy. "Oh hey sweetie what was your news? You said you had news for me, what was it?"

"Oh its nothing. It can wait. Let's just focus on your news. Your dream is coming true."

"It's coming true because of you. It was your song that made up their minds about signing me. They loved it, they said it'll be my first single. So it's all because of you that my dream is coming true."