Hetalia (Italy x Reader) a not so simple beginning

Chapter 21

Lovino's POV

She is so close to my face, I can smell the sweet artificial scent of the rose all over her. She is red and I can tell she is uncomfortable,  so I scoot away and shake my head. No, she is for Feli, if you do this he will never forgive you. Don't do it. She looks at me and smiles brightly, her (Skin Tone) face is so beautiful under the small light peeking from the shutters. The small sun rays hitting that tempting soft flushed skin, I can't believe what I am thinking about at a time like this. I only have an hour to see her and I have wasted so much of that time just staring at her. Stop, stop it Lovino, just talk with her. Her voice snaps me out of my daze.

"Hehe, Lovi, were you being weird and smelling the rose? I would have thought you had already had the time to smell it. Hehe." Wow she is as oblivious as Feliciano. I sigh and let out a small smile. She is so happy, I wish it could always be like this, me and her. Not my idiot brother, he is so lucky to have caught her heart. He does not realize how good he has it, life. How much good has come to him. Being well taken care of and being loved by everyone, he doesn't realize that others have been hated all their lives and have been a living hell.

"Hey, are you okay? " she snaps her fingers infront of my face fast.

"Oh, yeah, I'm fine. Just a bit um....in my own world." She smiles wider and it soon fades as I hear my watch beep signaling me that I have overstayed my welcome.

"Oh, um, well it's time for me to go" damn it!
Reader's POV

I was really hoping he would stay longer this time, but I guess it was a good time. When he comes tomorrow I'm going to tell him the good news. I am scheduled to get out of here sooner than I thought, I'll be out before the holidays!

"Well okay, till then, see you tomorrow! "

He quickly left with a small goodbye and a, "hope you get better soon" , I Sammie at the thought of getting out of here and the feel of the sun on my face as I ride off with Lovin-Feli! What the actual fuck was I just thinking. Nope. No no no no no no no no. GOD DAMN IT BRAIN AGAIN!

(A/N: hey guys sorry for the super long wait, I have been really busy and have been going through my first year of high school like a pro! All A's and perfect attendance.........well up until today. I am actually really sick and decided it would be great to give you guys what you have been waiting for! Well there ya' go. Hehe well hope reader-chan gets her shit together! Until then catch ya' on the flip side and be sure to spread love and time and creativity!  Hehe bye guys. Cel. )