Hetalia (Italy x Reader) a not so simple beginning

chapte 23

Lovino's POV: ( I'M SO SORRY FOR THIS)

I leave her room like I always do, leaving regretting I had said something to her every time I say good bye. Always wishing I had kissed her and just confess, but really, who would like a annoying dick like me? I've always been second best, number two compared to my brother and his lucky ass. He get everything he wants whenever he feels like it, and he was even able to take my beloved from me.

It always feels so lonely to walk out of this house of death everyday and i know that if I just wait a few more week maybe days I will be able to walk out of here with her, with (Y/N), maybe hold her hand and just tell her how much I love her.

The walk to the car is always the time where I just wish that I had not hit her in the first place, I wished that I didn't love her and wished that I had payed more attention and not have hurt her. I feel like that's all I do anymore, I just hurt and push everyone away.

I sigh loudly and unlock my car, the ignition is being a bitch again and wont work, I throw my fists high in the air and punch the dash numerous times.

"wow, I never knew our 1p's could be so violent hehe" I swing my head back as I see a weird off colored Feliciano smirking at me twirling a knife in between his fingers.

" I hope you don't give me trouble like your friend in the hospital did." Wait! This is the guy (Y/N) told me about, the one who hurt her and made her run away. I glare hard and quickly reach for his knife. It seems like less than a second but right as I was about to grab it he turned it to where he grabbed the hit and stabbed my hand to the car seat.

" AHHHH! YOU BASTARD! I'LL KILL YOU!"

"Such a foul mouth,we will have to change that." he smirks as he takes out another kife bringing it to my neck

(A/N: ok this is where it gets kinda gory so please do read with caution.)

With a gloved  hand he grabbed my face, I tried to pull away but he held firmly.

" You will make great sauce, I hope you taste as good as you look" He winks and i spit in his face. The miss colored lost his grip and I bite his hand hard. I taste the metallic foul blood run down my mouth as he screams. I grab the knife from the seat and pull, I feel a searing sensation like fire in my hand. I see him glare hard at me and then smiles wildly.

"You will never see her ever again" I try to get out of the car fast and i do manage to open it before i feel another small fire burn on my side. I run, yelling her name. Yelling for her to get out.

The blood trail I left from the stab wound in my right side didn't help me one bit. I saw in the corner of my eyes a fast purple reddish blur running in the opposite direction.

He's running?

I fall on my ass as I bump into a big miss colored Germany, he grabbed me by the neck and raised me high. He threw my already weak body to the ground.

"I got him Luciano." I feel my life draining, no. NO! I CANT DIE HERE!

"(Y-Y/N)......" I call out to her again, smiling.

" I-I Love..... y-you...." I cough up a bit of blood. I glare at Luiciano as he trots over to my now slightly limp body. He opened my mouth and took a knife from his pouch of evil toys. He brought it to my mouth and ripped at my tongue, I shut my eyes and tear up. (Y/N) give me the strength to survive this. Please. I try to say her name again but losing your tongue and slowly choking on your own blood makes this impossible. I full out sob at the thought of what they would do to her and me.

"You are so pitiful, your tears disgust me" he spits in my face and smirks.

"I wounder how (Y/N) would feel if those brilliant eyes of yours would just disappear." I cry more as i lose sight in my left eye, Feli,take care of (Y/N). I am not second anymore,I died first. I smile weakly, I think I can see grandpa, but hqw could I see? 

Luiciano's POV:

I wipe the brat's blood off my knives and and glare at him as I inspect the mark he left on me. What a great kill, so much blood was spilled but I still thing I can get a little bit of it for my pasta. (Y/N), is mine, no one else can ever have her. she belongs to me. Time to pay my little slut a visit.

"Idiota, I need his eyeballs, leave the body."  OH she is in for a treat.

(A/N: ok guys I'm so sorry about this but I already have something planned out and I hope you can forgive me for this.)