a slightly different style but hope you enjoy!
so, what did you want?
did you want a happily ever after for us? (apparently not)
did you want me to be happy? (obviously not)
dont people all crave joy?
nope. everyone except you.
you crave sadness, pain, hurt.
did you want me hurt? (yes.)
did you want to see me cry? (that's a bonus)
did you want to break me? (bingo. there you go.)
...
you wanted me to get hurt
to be broken, to cry my heart out
to be scarred for life
to never learn to love again.
so that you’d feel better about yourself, right?
should have seen that earlier.
so that i would be able to save myself.
and not bleed to death.
your self-esteem relies on other people's pain.
how pathetic.
but, you did at least achieve one thing in life.
you did achieve your goal. well, congratulations.
you sure did break me beyond repair
and scar me for life.
plus, scars don’t heal, do they?
i would totally give you an ‘A’ for this assignment,
except that it isn’t one
and i’m no teacher.
i’m just a girl you used
to get what you wanted.
then casted aside
to bleed eternally.
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Fragments of A Soul
Poetry'I'm no longer a whole; just fragments of a soul. My life is no longer red or yellow or blue; all that's left is a greyish hue. But, my soul will be whole once again and my life will be filled with sunshine and rain. Till then, words will be my esc...
