The video is of Kian, with a guitar. He is Singing a song, just for me. The title is "New Love-Maroon5 (for Cassidy)"
I load it up and prepare myself for lots of tears.
He looks at the camera with tears in his eyes.
"Cassidy. I know that what I did was wrong, and it ruined everything we had. I know that you probably hate my guts, and I don't blame you. I really am sorry. You probably will never understand how sorry I am. I just want you to know. It won't ever happen again. I still love you, more than anything in the world. I miss you, and it hope you can forgive me"
his words brought tears to my eyes. But I should be angry. He chose to cheat on me with Andrea, he chose to lie about it. He chose her over our relationship, over our baby. But I can't help but cry. His words made me feel some kind of way that I can't describe.
Then he started his song.
"I'll be your sun and your moon tonight
I can be whatever you like
I was alone but I'm ready to feel
I wanna show you my feelings are real, yeah
All this time I've been living it up
And every night I'd be missing my love
But I'm finally seeing the light
Falling in love with you every night
Yeah
But i know that I've let you down
I know that I've let you down
Forgive me, forgive me now?
Would it kill you to forgive me now?
Cos I know that I've let you down
I know that I've let you down
Forgive me, forgive me now
Would it kill you to forgive me?
This is a new love
This is a new love
This is a new love
Would it kill you to forgive me?
What the fuck, I got nothing to lose
I'm a slave to the way that you move
I'm an addict for all that you do
You're the only drug I wanna do yeah
I can tell that I'm missing your love
And all I want is to have you my love
I won't give up on the moment tonight
Ill regret it the rest of my life
Cos I know that I've let you down
I know that I let you down
Forgive me, forgive me now
Would it kill you to forgive me now?
Cos I know that I let you down
I know that I let you down
Forgive me, forgive me now
Would it kill you to forgive me?
This is a new love
This is a new love
This is a new love
Would it kill you to forgive me?
You still don't get it
Cause if you don't know it yet
You'll know that I'm not your enemy, your enemy yeah
Cause I know I lie
And I know it's killing you, child
Won't go until you've forgiven me, forgiven me
Till you forgiven me, forgiven me, forgiven me
But I know that I let you down
I know that I let you down
Forgive me, forgive me now
Would it kill you to forgive me now?
Bit I know that I let you down
I know that I let you down
Forgive me, forgive me now
Would it kill you to forgive me?
This is a new love
This is a new love
This is a new love
Would it kill you to forgive me?"
(A/n I changed some of the lyrics)
That was it, I was full on crying. But I wouldn't let him win me Back this easy. I needed time. I can't just forgive him like that, he needs to know that he's done bad things, and they hurt me. Or maybe I just need to move on.
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A/n short chapter, I know. I updated twice in one night, go me:) what do you thing is going to happen?
•Kassidy?
•No Kassidy?
Love you all:)
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