Cure Me | Kian Lawley

Chapter 40

"I'm sorry! How many times do I need to say it. I really am sorry Cassidy. I just want to love you!"

"I heard you didn't go to the show last night" I ignore his previous comment.

"I know, I really wanted to let people see me like this" he says sarcastically.

"Kian, you wouldn't be like this if you'd never cheated on me"

"I said I was sorry!" He fires at me.

"Sorry doesn't cover it Kian." I fire back.

"Please, I want to be in this baby's life Cassidy, I'd do anything" he says.

"Promise me, you'll never do ANYTHING like this again"

"I promise. I don't know why I did it." He said.

"Fine. But I wouldn't say we were a couple yet" I add.

"Okay..I want us to work, though. Eventually. For the baby" he tells me,

"Okay" I reply. I give him a hug and run him a bath before I leave.

"SAM" I call out. He comes running around the corner.

"Take me back" I ask.

"Okay" he says and we get in his car,

"How did it go?" He asks.

"Well...I think we're getting somewhere" I inform him, leaving out the cutting.

"That's good"

The rest of the ride is silent. When we arrive at the hotel I thank him and head inside. I take the elevator up to my room and unlock the door. I flop onto the bed and sigh deeply. My life is such a mess.

I log onto twitter and scroll through my news feed. There's nothing interesting really.

'Making Progress' I tweet.

I then notice that a few minutes later, kian has tweeted:

'Making Progress' like I have.

The fans are going to suspect were back together, but we aren't. Well...I don't know.

I remember that I have my flight tomorrow, and nothing to do today. I change into sweatpants and a tank top and turn on my laptop, logging into netflix. And..that's pretty much all I planned on doing today.

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I jump out of the cab and head inside.

"Nikki!" I call as I enter my home after a long flight.

She comes running down the stairs and practically jumps on me and wraps her arms around me. I just laugh.

"How've you been" I ask.

"Not bad. How are you and...um"

"Kian? We're getting somewhere. I still don't understand why he did it. He doesn't even know" I tell her.

"Oh. That doesn't really help then does it?" She laughs a little.

"Nope" I laugh.

It's now 8.15 pm, and I have a pretty bad headache, so all I feel like doing is sleeping. I drag my suitcase and bag upstairs. I enter my room and drop onto my bed. It feels so good to be back here.

I soon fall asleep, dreaming about what things could be like in the future.

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A/n school sucks. So..I hope you liked this chapter:) love you all so much, and I'll see you, next update:)