Chapter 34

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A/n. GUYS, SERIOUSLY. THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH FOR 1K READS! I love you all:)

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My heart almost stopped beating when we pulled up outside a pharmacy. I new exactly why we were here. I never thought about it this way. What if it's true? I can't do this with kian away on tour.

Nikki interrupted my thoughts.

"Cassidy? Do you want to come in?" She asks softly.

"You think I'm pregnant?" I ignore her question.

"It's just to be on the safe side."

"Fine" I reply with a deep sigh.

We head inside and she picks up 3 tests. I'm more nervous than I've ever been in my whole life. I pay for them and we get in the car and head back home. If I am pregnant, it should be ok once kian is home. We've been together for 8months, (a/n let's just say) but what if he doesn't want a child, it could really mess up his career.

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I waited for the required 3 minutes before I dragged myself into the bathroom, but stopped at the door.

"Nikki, can you do it please" I asked. She simply nodded before going to check them. She then reappeared having disposed of them.

"Cassidy, two are...positive." She says. I drop my head into my hands and I stay silent. I'm neither happy or sad right now. I don't know how to feel. Nikki pulls me into a hug and I let out my tears.

I can't tell Kian. He will hate me. What have I done?

"Cassidy, do you want to go to the doctors? Just to be 100 percent sure?" She asks.

"Yeah" I pull myself off of the bed and head out.

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"Cassidy Rivers" the nurse calls.

I stand up and take Nikki with me.

"Nikki, it's your first day with me and you've already done so much for me. Thank you" I smile weakly at her and follow the nurse into the room. She tells me to lay on the bed and I do.

"So, Cassidy, I suppose you're here to find out?" The nurse asks.

"Yeah, I already took some tests but I want to sure" I reply.

"Okay, pull your shirt up please"

She puts the gel on my stomach and rolls the monitor around.

"Cassidy, you are indeed carrying a baby" she smiles.

I stare at the screen showing no emotion. Then a slight smile spreads on my face. I guess what's done is done. I will have this baby, whether kian wants it or not.

"Thank you" I say as I stand to walk out of the clinic.

We get in the car and drive back home again.

"Are you going to tell him?" Nikki asks.

"I might wait. I don't know when to tell him though, he's on tour and I want to wait until he's home, but..that's 5 months away" I sigh.

"You should visit him on tour ,Surprise him" she suggests

"Yeah, I guess. I'll go next month, when I start showing" I smile slightly at the thought.

We spend the rest of the day just chatting and getting to know each other better. Nikki is a really nice girl and i hope she wants to stay.

We head up to our rooms and I lock my door, and skype Kian.

"Hey baby" he smiles after he answers

"Hey" I smile.

"How are you?" He asks.

"Good, I guess" I smile. "What about you?" I add.

"I'm tired, these shows are exhausting!" He laughs.

From the corner of the screen I see the guys watching kian through his curtain, I giggle slightly.

"Ki" I say and he turns round, sees the guys and rags the curtain shut.

"We love you Cassidy." She all shout,

"Love you all too" I laugh and kian gives me a serious face,

"I love you more than anything" I smile.

"Good" he crosses his arms and pretends to sulk.

"Aww, Kiki's being a baby" I get a weird feeling when I say baby, knowing I'm hiding something so big from him. I get lost in my thoughts.

"Cass. Cass. Cassidy!" Kian shouts.

"Sorry" I say snapping out of my mind.

"I said I'm gonna sleep now, I'm so tired" he yawns and he looks so cute.

"Okay babe" I smile and wave.

"Love you" he smiles.

"Love you too" I say and end the call.

I put my laptop away and curl up in my bed with Hazel, wishbone and Vega, curled up around me. I wish kian would be here to join me. I hope he takes the news well. I can't lose him now. I need him.

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So...she's pregnant:) I don't know what to say...thank you all so much for 1k reads, I love you so much:)

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