Last chance (Bwwm/Interracial)

47:Not giving up

Tristan

It's been a whole year and I haven't seen or heard from Candy and our daughter Princess. It's like my whole life has been on pause ever since. I don't even know how to feel I'm sad that they're gone.

But I'm also mad at Candy for not seeing things as they really Where with Mike, at Mike for not just leaving us alone and at myself for not killing him when I had so many chances.

I was laying in bed the bedroom was dark except for the light glaring from the tv I wasn't watching but just stared at blankly.

There was a knock on my bedroom door my heart jump in excitement but quickly dropped as I seen Jerry standing at the other end of the door.

"Hey." He said.

"Hey."I said slumping back down into the bed.

He started sniffing then made a face.

"Dude when the last time you took a shower it's smells like old pot and feet in here."

"Man what do you want I said. I haven't been in the most social mood lately.

Jerry sighed.

"I just stop by to check on you since haven't really been seeing you lately...also."

I turned on my lamp.

"Also what?" I questioned.

"Well first I've came by cause I've been hearing at work that you know offed yourself

I looked at him.

"Really?"

"Yea people are actually placing bets on it It's that bad so I had to come see for myself." He told me.

"Fuck them they don't know shit." I growled.

"But there's something else I want to tell you."

"What."

"Your job is on the rocks.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"The boss tried to be understanding with what's going on but you have used a lot of time with no coming in and things been getting tight and I a lot of people have been let go."

I knew what Jerry was saying but I wanted to hearing.

"What are saying?"

"I'm saying that if you don't start coming in your gonna lose your job."

"I'm gonna come in it's just...

Jerry shook his head.

"Look man I get your all sad about what happened but come dude it's been a whole year and she's still gone either dead or happy with Mike..."

"You don't know what the fuck your talking about!"

He sighed.

"I'm just sayin you gotta let that shit go and move on."

"Well it's getting late you should probably go." I told him.

"Ok man but just think about it." He said and the walked off.

I knew deep down that Jerry had a point but it still tears me up inside I mean to have the woman I love and my child stolen from me by a lunatic with ego issues.

Plus I'm sure they aren't dead just very well hidden...

There was another knock at my door this time I didn't bother to jump up or get excited.

It was my sister Nikki.

"Hey... oh my god what's that smell."she said holding her nose.

I shook my head.

"I'm not in the mood what."

"If you gonna act like that then I'm not going to tell you the good news." She grinned.

"Your pregnant congratulations just make sure it's not by a lunatic."

Nikki looked at me like I was crazy.

"Wha.. no.. anyway it's about Candy."

I sat up.

"What about her?" I asked nervously.

She made her way over to my bed and handed me a folder.

"What's this I asked. I started to flip through it.

"Well ive been doing so more digging at different hospitals and turns out yesterday Candy was admitted into the hospital after a car accident.

"Is she ok?"I asked.

"Yea she's fine from what I was told."

I flip through and looked at the page with her information and she was at Lenox Hill hospital in New York.

I got up out of bed.

Nikki looked at me.

"You finna go out to New York?"

"Yep."

"Please take a shower first."

So what y'all think?

What gonna happen when Tristan gets to New York?

Is Candy gonna remember anything?