𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑹𝑬 || 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑊𝑜𝑜𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑔✔

Chapter 28

Hea PV

"Now it's useless to pretend nothing happened. I love you Hea! It was not planned and I never would have thought-"
"To fall in love with a servant"
I complete the sentence for him, feeling a pang in my heart.
I never wanted to be a fairy tale princess, but now my condition seems like a curse to me.
"I guess you didn't even think you could fall in love with me"
He tells me, giving me a slight smile, while playing with a lock of my hair.
"I still wonder how it's possible.."
"Don't be silly"
Wooyoung responds to my provocation with a fake angry tone, and tickling my hips for revenge.
"Aah stop!!"
I squeak, losing the balance on his leg, and finding myself practically lying on his chest.

Our eyes meet, and I answer my question ...I fell in love with these eyes, so deep and special, that make me feel important every time I look at them;
There is no longer any social state, in this hazel look, I see only love and passion.

"I will miss your smile"
He suddenly says, breaking the deafening silence of our tied eyes.
"What do you mean?"
I ask him confused by his sentence.
"I made you my proposal Hea. Live our relationship without getting married-"
"You already know that i-"
I start by reminding him that I could never give up my dignity as a woman to be with him.
"I know, and I'm not going to insist. But you have to understand that I won't be able to see you married to a man who is not me"
"Where do you want to arrive with this sentence?"
I'm starting to get nervous, he's never talked to me so calmly and seriously.
"I leave after tomorrow, I return to cover my role as an officer"
"What?!!"
I get up abruptly, with wide eyes and the mind that would like to pretend not to have understood.
"You knew I wouldn't stay"
He says in his defense.
"You told me you would stay for me!!"
I accuse him, remembering his words.
"It's for your own good"
He tells me, getting up too.
"My good? What do you know about my good ?!"
I shout at him, not caring that these old walls can make my voice heard in prying ears.
"Hea calm down"
He comes towards me and tries to hug me, but I reject him.
"Calm down ?! You want to leave me here alone !! This is not my good Wooyoung! You are my good!!"
I let my heart scream at the thought of never seeing him again.

I start to hit his chest in anger;  and he lets me do it, he doesn't stop me, letting me vent.
"Please don't go"
I say with the faint voice that remained to me, yielding on his chest and leaving my tears free.
"Seonghwa will make you happy, and you will forget about me"
Wooyoung tells me, caressing my hair in comfort, but in an absent and fake tone.
"You're just selfish! If you really loved me you would stay-"
I push him away after taking the keys from his pocket, and run out.

I climb the stairs quickly, with the sight blurred by tears and the ears deafened by the sound of an object, probably of wood, angrily thrown against the wall of the cell.

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Author's note:
Second update of the day ..
I can't stop writing this story🙈