𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑹𝑬 || 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑊𝑜𝑜𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑔✔

Chapter 34

Hea PV

I knock gently at the door of Wooyoung's room, so as not to make so much noise seeing the late hours. He may already be asleep and I don't want to wake him up.

Not receiving an answer, I open the door slightly, and I see him standing next to his bed, busy folding clothes.

"Wooyoung.."
I say softly to get myself noticed, and he turns with a surprised expression to see me there in the middle of the night.
"Can i?"
I ask permission to enter, and he nods.
"Are you okay, something happened?"
After the way I treated him, he certainly didn't expect a visit of mine.
"Nothing, except that..I realized that I can't let you leave before doing something.."
I tell him, approaching him step by step, while his gaze remains fixed on me, waiting for my next move.

When we are so close that my neck is bent upwards to allow me to look into his eyes, I take his face in my hands and guide him to my lips.

I feel his initial hesitation, but once the surprise has passed, he responds to my kiss, taking me by the hips and bringing me even closer to him.

I move away a little and grab him by the shirt, and drag him with me, taking a few steps back, towards the bed.

"Hea-"
He tells me, in a warning tone, after understanding my intentions.
"Once done ... you can't go back"
I know exactly what he is talking about, and I don't care.
I made my decision and I won't change my mind.
"I want the first one to be the person I love, and it's you, it will always be you."
I reassure him, and his hesitant and worried look seems to soften.
"Fuck off that stable boy"
He says, almost making me laugh;
and this time it's he who takes my face to attack my lips.

I feel the straps of my dress fall, and I realize that Wooyoung has already unfastened my bodice.
He makes me lie down in bed, and I watch him as he takes off his shirt, revealing his amber skin, emphasized by the warm glow of the candles.

"If you change your mind, stop me at any time-"
He says serious, and I just nod.

I don't deny being nervous, but his kisses and his caresses make me think that I wouldn't want to be anywhere else in the world if not in his arms.

"I'll be gentle"
He whispers against my neck, and a little later I feel a slight pain that takes my breath away for a second.
I focus on my hands that run through the muscles of his back and little by little his movements replace pain with pleasure.

"I love you"
Wooyoung says against my lips, looking into my eyes to make sure I'm okay.
"I love you"
I say back, to the only man I'll ever love.