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Chapter 33

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I continue to sew a skirt sitting on my bed, thinking of some happy ending, rewriting my story a little in my head.
Locked in my room all day, just to avoid seeing him.
I don't want to talk to him, I don't want to see him, I just want to forget about his existence..
Maybe one day I'll regret it; but now, to know that tomorrow he will leave, despite my pleas to stay makes me mad.

When I finish, because now it's too dark, and unable to sew in the light of a single candle, I get up and put the needle and thread back on my desk, and I notice what looks like a letter stuck under the door.

I take it in my hands and turn it around, but it's completely white.
I open it hesitantly, and the first thing I see is a piece of paper, with words coming out;
'Hi my brightest little star..'
Just reading those words makes my heart stop, because I know immediately that those words are for me, and they come from Wooyoung.

I sit down immediately, with the letter in my hands trembling with a mixture of emotion and fear, as if I were waiting to read my destiny.

"Hi my brightest little star,
I didn't think this day would ever come, to meet a woman who would convince me to sit on a desk and write the words  i never said on a paper...yet here I am.

Please do not expect anything romantic or poetic, as only the pens of the authors of the novels you read can do.
I just decided to put my thoughts in writing, so you can read them whenever you feel me far away.

Yes, because I will be far away, but only physically. Because my heart and my thoughts will always be with you.

I know you think I'm selfish and not a real man, who runs away without fighting for what he loves.
Yet I believe that it is precisely because I love you that I have decided to let you go.

I knew nothing about love, until you came into my life, like a little hurricane that woke up my peaceful heart.
But then I realized that love is also this, letting someone go because you only want his happiness;
and I know that I could not give it to you, I would give you all my love but this love so dangerous would end up bringing us both to ruin.

I told you that I only wish you the best but not love, that's just me for you, and i always will be, as you will be for me.
Because a love like ours cannot be forgotten, even if against society and morality.

You will always be mine and I will always be yours.
Even when perhaps one day my memory will become blurred in your head, your heart will remember the warmth of my kisses and my caresses.

My little star, continue to shine, do it for me. So when I look at the dark sky I'll know you're okay.

I love you. Forever yours, Wooyoung."

My lower lip trembles and my cheeks are streaked with tears.
I didn't imagine he would ever write me a letter, much less, one that every word  could make me fall in love with him even more.

I carefully fold the letter and put it on my bed.
I have to go to him, I have to see him.
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Author's note:
I didn't cry writing this chapter, definitely not😭😭🤧