Live While We're Young (One Direction Fan-Fiction) [ON HOLD]

Chapter 25: Forgiven But Not Forgotten

-Niall's P.O.V.

The doors of the elevator open to reveal Jai Brooks from the Janoskians and Alison kissing.

'What the freak?' I say to myself as the tears become forming in my eyes.

Alison detached herself from the Australian boy and starts running towards me. She tries to

hug me but I gently push her away then run away from her, Louis, Shaley, and Jai.

I hail a taxi and I pay the man to bring me to the flat.

Nobody else is here so I just go to my room, I sit on my bed and curl up into a ball. I lay there

in bed, stare at the ceiling, and all I can do is cry.

"Im not good enough for her!" I scream to myself. "It's supposed to be me and her kissing. Why

the heck can't I be good enough for her!??? She's mine, not his! Why the heck would she

freaking kiss him!???"

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-Alison's P.O.V.

I look at Louis and Shaley who still have their mouths dropped open and I burst into tears.

"He kissed me! I pushed him away, that's what happened," I explain to them through my tears.

"Was he.. was that one your boyfriend?" Jai asks me and all I can do is nod because I'm crying

so much. "Oh my fudge, I am so sorry, Alison!"

"Jai, I think you should go." Shaley says then begins trying to stop my crying.

"You're probably right," He says. He sticks his hands in his pockets then walks away. He

stops halfway down the stairs and says,"I'll talk to him for you," Then continues leaving.

"C'mon honey, let's get you home" Louis tries to comfort me.

"Alison are yo--," Liam yells while running towards us but immediately stops when he sees

me crying. "Who do I need to kill???!" He yells.

"Your sister's just having... problems today," Louis tries to explain to Liam.

"Ewww! I don't need to know about her problems with Mother Nature!!"

"Not that, mate. She's having heart problems!"

"Then what are we sitting here for?? Let's take her to the hospital!!" Liam screams.

"No! Just forget it, just help us calm her down." Lou says and him, Liam, and Shaley all look down

at me.

"Louis, tell me what is wrong with my sister!"

"Her and Nia--" Louis starts.

"Niall! What the heck did he do??!!!" Liam shouts.

"Ugh! Alison will explain it to you when she can." Shaley snaps.

"Fine whatever," He says to her and Louis. He picks me up and starts walking down the stairs

with Shaley and Lou trailing behind us. They keep whispering to each other but I can't tell what

they saying because I'm too busy crying into my brother's chest.

We get into the SUV and I fall asleep with my head on Louis's lap.

*A few hours later*

I wake up in my bed feeling refreshed. But after I look around my room a bit, the memories

from a couple of hours ago come flooding back to me. Tears flood my face and I curl myself up

into a ball.

Zayn comes into my room. He sees me crying on the bed and asks," What's wrong with you

and Niall? He won't even come out of his room to eat."

"Zayn, he hates me.." I try to say but because I'm crying, it comes out like 'Zayb, we bayes ne'.

"Why would he hate you Allibear? I don't think anyone could ever hate you."

"It's all Jai's fault!" I cry into my pillow and it comes out muffled too.

"Honey, I really don't know who or what you're talking about but whatever happened, will

work out in the end." He awkwardly tries to rub my back in a soothing way but fails.

I hug him and thank him. "I'm go see him," I tell him then go to my bathroom.

I look at myself in the mirror. I have tear stained cheeks and bloodshot eyes, so I wash my face

then change into my some pajama pants and a tank top. 

I walk out of my bathroom and back into my room. Zayn's gone so I just open my door to see

Niall standing in front of my door with his fist raised, ready to knock.

"Hi." I say, while looking at the ground.

"Hello," He says awkwardly then comes into my room and shuts the door.

"You wanted something?" I fight back the tears that are threatening to flood my face again.

"Uh yeah. I just wanted to know why. Why did you kiss him?" Niall asks me. I look up from

the ground to see his face, filled with hurt. His eyes like mine, bloodshot. The tears that are

freely flowing down his face.

I feel weak at the site of him. "What? You think I kissed him?!! I didn't kiss him!" I ask, not even

caring that the tears have began coming down.

"I'm sorry, I guess I just thought the worst. What were you two doing in the elevator alone?"

"We were playing Dare or Dare and then the power went out," I explain to him.

He hugs me and says,"I'm sorry, Allibear. I just keep thinking you're gonna leave me, and I

thought today that fear came true. I don't want anybody else to realize how amazing you are."

"It's okay, just don't assume next time," I tell him then kiss his cheek.

*Around midnight*

"So again, I am so so sorry," Jai says.

"It's alright mate. All is forgiven, it's not exactly forgotten, but it better not happen again." Niall tells

him and I snuggle a bit closer to him on the couch since everybody but us had gone to sleep.

"Thank you. And I know this may seem a little weird considering that we've just made

up or whatever, but me and the rest of the Janoskians were wondering if we could finish

the Dare or Dare video.

"Yeah, sure. How about Sunday?" I ask.

"Just anytime before next Tuesday" He tells us. "Oh dang, it's already midnight, I guess I

better get going." He decides then gets up to leave. We say our goodbyes and he leaves us

alone.

"Soooo, Whatcha wanna do?" He asks me.

"Well, I could think of a number of things that I wanna do including this," I kiss him," and pranks.

But I think the second one wins."  

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