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Being Sisters with Alex Morgan

Y/N pov

If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain. If you want trust you gon' have to give some.

Make the cuts, and feel nothing. Take the pills feel something. All the memories and hurt. The multiple heartbreaks, the beatings from past relationships.

Let the tears fall all over your pillow and have no one to talk to. Talk to those voices in your head right?

I ask things like
'what's my purpose'
'why am i here'
'should i go?'

I grab the bottle from my medicine cabinet and stare into the mirror. Thinking about all the memories. A small tear falls. I smile thinking of Alex.

"Love you Alex." I whisper taking the pills and flushing them down with water. I fall into my knees and lean against the tub, closing my eyes.

No one pov

Pam and Micheal Morgan bust down the locked bathroom door and Pam falls to her knees seeing her youngest daughter overdosing.

"Micheal! Call 911!" She yells shakily grabbing her daughter. "Y/N, baby stay with me." She whispers as Y/N hangs in her arms lifelessly. Jenni rushes in and falls against the door frame seeing her sister. Her breath hitches.

"The ambulance is here Pam!" Micheal yells and Pam rushes downstairs with Y/N.

Jenni whips out her phone dialing Alex and Jeri. Alex picks up.

"What's up Jenni?" Alex says so calmly.

Jenni voice shakes "Alex you need to get to California now."

"Jen your scaring me." Alex said.

"It's Y/N. She. Sh-She. I can't." Jen said breaking down.

"Jenni, what's wrong with my baby sister?" Alex said scared.

"She t-tried to k-kill herself Alex. A-And I-I th-think it worked. Just please, get to California. Now." Jeni said hanging up quickly racing downstairs to the ambulance.

Alex dropped the phone on the ground and fell to her knees. Kelley and Christen rushed you her side as Alex started sobbing, grabbing at her necklace.

"Alex, Alex Morgan, What is wrong?" Kelley asked.

Alex looked up and searched Kelley's eyes.

"It's Y/N. She overdosed. I-I n-need to go. N-now." Alex shakily let out and Kelley's face fell. Tear sprang into both of their eyes now.

Kelley grabbed her phone and called Jill.

"Jill Alex needs a flight to California now. It's her sister." Kelley said and Jill booked a flight.

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Once Alex had gotten into the airport Mal looked over at Kelley.

"I didn't know Y/N was that bad." Mal said.

"And that's how it happens. No one sees it coming Mal. And no one was there for her." Kelley's said as her voice got shaky.

As they arrived at the hotel the team was sitting in the lobby. Jills as ready to give them a talk.

"Today, November 20, at 7:45pm, Y/N Morgan single handily tried to take her own life. She is still being worked on, and the doctors..." Jill says, now her voice shaking, "the doctors don't think she will make it. So girls, send prayers to the Morgan's. What ever religion you believe in. Pray to your god. Y/N was like our child." Jill said and some of the girls had tears in there eyes.

Jill ended the meeting as girls gave each other hugs.

Alex pov

"Where is my baby sister!" I yelled at the receptionist

"Name please?"

"Y/N Morgan!" I yelled.

"Only family."

"IM HER SISTER NOW WHAT ROOM IS MY SISTER IN." I yelled.

"123" she said softly and I ran down the hall making two lefts. I came to the 123 door and opened it.

There, was my 15 year old, baby sister laying lifeless. I rushed over to her grabbing her hand and tears spilled out of my eyes. Her hand was cold. Her hand fidgeted, signaling she was waking up. I brushed hair out of her face.

"Y/N baby. It's Alex. It's Lexi. I'm here." I said clinging onto Y/N. Dad came up behind me and rubbed my shoulders. Y/N opened her eyes.

"Lex?" She moaned out.

"Hey, hey, it's Lex. I'm right here. So is dad and mom is right there. And Jeri is on her way. We're all here for you." I said.

"Lex, Alex no. I'm supposed to be dead. I'm not supposed to be here!" She yelled crying now, flailing her limbs around. I steers sobbing as Dad paved the doctor. The doctors came in and helped Y/N calm down.

I get this now.

My baby sister wanted to die. It broke my heart into a thousand pieces. I couldn't believe it.

"Lex, I love you." I heard Y/N say and I grabbed back onto her arm. "Why do you leave me so much?" Y/N said drowsily. My heart clenched thinking this was MY fault.

"That's the pain meds she has talking." The doctor said as he shut the door.

"Honey do you want anything to eat?" Dad asked her and I. I shook my head no.

"Can I have a brownie. I've always wanted a brownie." Y/N said giggling. It was the most precious sound and I didn't hear it enough.

"Y/N I need you to listen to me. I don't ever ever want you to think I'm leaving you to hurt you. It's my career baby. And you can always call me." I say and Y/N smiles. I smile back.

"I was alone Lex. All alone. You spend so much time with Tobin and your teammates. Jeri is in Spain. And Jeni has a family!" Y/N yelled at the end. I rubbed her arms, calming her. It always worked. Rubbing her arms.

"Y/N I'm so so so sorry baby. Your my baby. I hope you know that. And I would Never ever purposely try to hurt you. And I'm sorry you thought that. But your going to get the help you need so you never have to worry about being alone okay?" I said

She nodded, "okay. Lexi?" She asked.

"Yes baby?"

"Can you cuddle me?" She asked letting her bottom lip stick out. I wouldn't have said no anyways.

I climbed in bed with her and wrapped my arms around her and she cuddled into my torso, tracing my abs with her fingers.

"I love you Lex. And I'm sorry I did what I did. I wa shuts so lost." Y/N said with a shaky voice. I petted her head.

"Hey, were going to get you help okay. To make you feel allll better. So you have no more boo boos. Mentally and physically." I said in a baby voice.

She giggled and I kept rubbing her head.

"Get some rest baby." I said and she nodded. "I love you."

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I will write a Part 2 to this. Sorry if this makes anyone sad. If anyone is dealing with actual depression and needs someone to talk with, please talk to me. I will be there for you so no one is EVER alone.

I love you all!

My real name,

Jenna