"Y/N! Turn around" Clara yells and grabs my arm tightly. I flinch at the pain and look into her eyes, tears blurring my vision.
"Clara that hurts." I say and try to peal her hands off.
This scene is folding down in the hotel dining room before the girls get here for dinner. Clara has always been abusive. Verbally and physically. She controls me and I can't escape. She threatens me if I say something to someone.
"Get off." I husk as she places her hands on my ass. She then leans in and I push her away. Tears roll down my face as her face gets red.
"Not your Barbie girl, Im livin in my own world. I ain't plastic, call me classic. You can't touch me there. You can't touch my body. Unless I say so, aint your Barbie no more." I say to her and she backs up.
"Listen here fucker, your nothing without me. Your ugly, inside and out. Your fat and you need to stop eating! Like god, what a pig! And your so ugly-" She yells in my face and I feel tears luring out of my eyes.
I've starved myself for weeks now because of her words. My teammates have noticed and my coaches have too. They've all questioned but I have to lie.
"IM NOT YOUR PROPERTY!" I yell and she gets closer. "I'm not your Barbie girl."
She then lifts her hand and slaps me hard.
"Worthless slut." She whispers and slaps me again. "Ugly bitc-"
"Get off of her!" I hear Ash yell. Clara backs up and I fall to the ground in a heap of pain.
"Oh god.." I hear Christen say as she rubs over to me. I feel her arms wrap around me. "Shhh..."
I grab onto her arms and throw my head back as I sob out. "IM NOT YOUR BARBIE-"
Christen kisses my forehead softly and covers my mouth.
"She's gone. Ash and Tobs kicked her out. She can't hurt you ever again." Christen whispers and I sob into her chest.
"I'm scared Chris." I cry into her chest and she rubs my back.
"Here you go Chris." I hear Mal say and Christen holds water in front of me. I take it and sip it.
"She- she hit me. A-again. And a-again." I cried out and Christen picked me up and set me into a chair.
I saw the team all sitting there with the most comforting looks on their faces. Some smile weakly at me and I just cry into Christen's shoulder.
"She's gone." Christen whispers again.
"Is she the reasons you haven't been eating Y/N?" Kelley asks concerned and I nod and pull up my shirt slowly.
You can see every rib threw my stomach.
"She's right. I'm fat. And worthless." I say and hear her words repeating in my head. "Slut. Bitch. Fat. Worthless."
"Hey..hey. Your gorgeous. Just the way you are." Ali says sitting down in front of me.
"The things she said..she said them to make her self feel better." Rose adds and I sob into Christen again.
"Here. Eat." Megan says setting some chicken and fried in front of me.
"I'm fat Pinoe." I whisper and Christen makes me look at her.
"Sweetie, I can feel every rib in your fucking body right now. And I'm scared for you, so please. Eat." She pleads and a tear rolls out of her eye. I wipe it quickly and pick up a fry.
I eat it and gag at the taste of food.
"Honey, when was the last time you ate?" Lindsey asks starting to rub my back.
"Three weeks ago." I whisper.
"My god I'm gonna kill that bitch!" Tobin tells but Becky and Crystal hold her form leaving.
"She needs us right now Tobs." I hear Becky whisper.
"Guess what girlfriend. We love you for you. That's all that matters right?!" Lynn says and the team agrees. I smile a little and Christen gasps.
I look up quickly and she's smiling.
"There's that beautiful smile."
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