USWNT Oneshots

Its Back Part 2- Alex Morgan

Y/N pov

I screamed tugging on my hair. Tears poured out of my eyes as I threw the lamp across the room. It shattered against the wall and little shards off glass cut in my legs.

"FUCK!" I yelled out slamming my fists on the headboard of the bed. I slid down and hugged my knees against the bed.

"I'm crazy. Your crazy. No one loves you. Your just a sick freak." I whisper to myself. I rock back and forth hugging my knees.

"Your worthless! Kill yourself!"

"Your own mother hates you!"

"SHUT UP. SHUT UP. Get out. Get out of my head Mom. I hate you!" I yelled throwing a shoe against the wall putting a huge dent in the wall.

I laid on the floor and sprawled our my limbs. I cried out, more like sobbed out. I started screaming again unable to control it.

I hear the door open and I close my eyes.

"Help me. Please. Make it stop." I cry out and immediately feel hands all over my body. "STOP! DONT HURT ME PLEASE!" I yell out and start sobbing again.

"Y/N...it's Coach Jill. Alex, Tobin, Kelley, Carli, Becky, Christen, and Emily are in here. None of us will hurt you and if we do tell us okay honey?" I hear a voice say.

"Just make it stop..." I cry out again flipping my head to the other side. I feel the hands pick up my body and carry me out into the hallway.

I can tell I'm in the hallway because of the significant air temperature change. My room was hot, it's cold out here.

I heard gasps and it made me cry harder. My team was worried about me. But why? I'm useless.

I felt myself laid on another bed.

"Christen gets some washcloths with cold water please. Tobin go get some bandage from my room. Kelley keep her calm. Rub her head. Alex hold her hand please. Becky talk to her, make her feel safe. Carli, come with me. We need to get someone to clean up her room." I hear Coach Jill say and I cry out harder. I don't want anyone to leave.

"Shhh. Your okay. We're here." I hear Becky say.

I open my eyes and look around the room. I see Mal, Rose, and Lindsey standing off to the side crying.

"Don't cry please." I yell out and flip to my side.

"Hey hey. Don't flip. We're here. We got you." Kelley says rubbing my head.

I look over to my left to see Alex crying hard. She's holding my hand, rubbing circles on it.

"Lex..." I say and sniffle. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I overreacted like always. You were the one good thing I had left! And I fucked that up!" I yell starting to cry harder again.

I feel a kiss on the side of my head.

"Y/N I love you. Your going to get through this. We're going to. Together. You still have me silly. You always will." I hear Alex say and I start to quiet down.

I close my eyes and feel Kelley scratching my scalp so that calms me even more.

"Sleep love. We will all be here the whole time." I hear Alex whispers so I let myself fall into a deep slumber.

Alex pov

Christen walks in with the clothes. I take one and we put it on Y/N's legs. Tobin runs in with the bandages and quiets down when she sees Y/N asleep.

I apply some pressure to the wounds.

"Poor Y/N. This must be awful for her." Becky says and I nod.

"It always has been. Ever since her sister died and she came out. Everything changed for her so quick." I say and close my eyes.

"She'll be okay Lex." Tobin reassures me.

"Of course she will be. She's the strongest girl I know. This is the weakest you guys will ever see her." I say and they all nod.

Y/N pov

I crack open my eyes and see all girls still there. With smiles on their faces.

"Alex?" I ask getting flustered again. I start moving and the girls jump up.

"Hey. I'm right here girl. Alex is right here." I see my girlfriend sit on the bed and grab my hand.

I breathe out and sigh.

"This is awful. I'm not sick Alex. I promise. I don't need to go back to that place." I reassure her and smile.

She frowns, "Y/N I believe you. 100%. But you need some time of help. Someone to talk to."

"I have you guys." I say and let out a nervous giggle.

"You need someone who will provide you with something more than we can give you." She says and I sigh.

"But soccer.."

"If you go to some sessions, with me, and prove your better you would maybe, be better for the World Cup." I smile a bright smile when she says that. "But only, and only if you go to the sessions." She says and I nod.

"I will. I will. But you'll come right?" I ask and she nods.

"Of course. These awful thoughts may be back but so are we. And us together, are stronger than any of these sad thoughts."