USWNT Oneshots

Sad- Mal Pugh

Contribution to X😓
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Y/N pov

I walked through the hallways of my crowded high school with my headphones in my ears.

Ever since I got kicked off the soccer team because of my grades, and family issues, my life had been put through a meat grinder and eaten twice. Then thrown up and stomped on by two massive gorillas.

I lost my best friends on the team, my future, and my world. I'm now stuck in an abusive household, constantly blamed for everything.

At this point I've fallen to the hands of Percocet, Crack, and Weed. Jack Daniels and Captain Morgan have become a very good friend too. My only friend to be honest.

I'm known as the school baddie and druggie but I could care less of what others think.

Anyway back to real time. I put on a sad song. As usual. Music and soccer are the only thing I enjoy anymore. The second my sister and parents died, so did my passion for living my own life.

You are probably thinking, wow this girl is insane. And your right. I am. Ever since I lost Dixie, my world is just....gone. Dixie was sister. My older sister by 3 years. She was my everything. We did everything with each other, and no one even knows she is gone.

I lost her to suicide 2 weeks ago. I was sent into the foster system and Dave picked me up. He's doing for only the money provided by the government. I could care less. I just need to get out. Of my mind. Out of this world.

I made it to the bathroom without searing anyone who would try to stop me. I walked into the bathroom and slide against the cold wall.

I pull out my weed and start smoking it. I feel myself getting high so I decide to stop.

The door opens and reveals my ex. Did I mention, I also lost the love of my life when I fell off the grid. Mallory Pugh was the best thing that ever happened to me besides Dixie.

"Hello Mallory." I sneered. My voice say raspier than the last time we spoke and she noticed it.

"Hey. What's up?" She asked and this infuriated me.

"What's up? Is that all you have to say. I get kicked off the soccer team, no one asks me what's wrong, and then you leave me. My parents die, then my sister dies, BECAUSE OF SUICIDE. I could've stopped it Mallory. Dixie was my bestfriend and you knew it." I say tears pouring out of my eyes.

Mal's look softens and she frowns. She sits next to me and brushes the hair sticking to my sweaty forehead back.

"And yet you are still as gorgeous." She says placing her lips on my forehead.

"Mal she's dead. Dixie is dead. My Mom is gone. My father is gone. I'm alone. I'm so lost, so beat up. You were my everything thus of a wedding ring." I say and bury my head into her stomach as she rubs my head.

"I'm so sorry love. I- I wish you would've told me. I broke up with you because some of the girls said your reputation would bring me down with you and I shouldn't have listened to them. I love you and I don't care what they say, because I'm happy with you. I should've been there for you through all of this. I'm such a terrible person." She said and I lifted my head.

I smiled. The first genuine smile in 2 weeks.

"I love you too. And your not awful, your everything I need." I say and hug her. "I need help Mal. A lot of it." I say and she nods.

"And I will get you it. I'll get you out of that house and my mom will take you in. I need to know your safe. I will be there at every appointment. Every single one Y/N. I promise." She says kissing my cheek.

I smile again.

"Thanks Mal. I love you. I missed this." I said.

"Missed what?" She asks

"Missed being happy. With you. Smiling. And one more thing." I said.

"What's that?" She asked cuddling into me.

"Not being sad."

Notes:

I love you all. Send in more recommendations!

Also, rest easy Juice. I loved you and your songs. God gained a true angel no matter what the press and media is saying. 😇💔💔😭