The diver boy - going for gold ♥ (OLD)

Chapter 32

Chapter 32

Tears rolled down my cheeks and onto Tom’s shirt as we just sat there in each other’s arms. “Hey why are you crying?” he gently asked. With his thumb he wiped away my tears from my cheeks “Because I’m so confused about what to do” I whispered. He reached over me to his desk and grabbed the box of tissues he had; and offered them to me. I took one and wiped my eyes “Shit my make-up” I said “I’m just gonna pop to the loo” I said and walked out of his room and into the bathroom across the hall. I shut the door and leaned my arms on the sink. I was so confused about what to do. Should I believe or Kat or actually just do what I want for once but what what she said was right? “Erghhh” I moaned. I slowly lifted my head up and looked at myself in the mirror. My mascara and eye liner was smudged all down my cheeks fuck I looked awful. Just how I wanted to look in front of him…not. I grabbed a bit of toilet roll and tried to make my face look at least half descent. Once I was done I chucked the tissue in the bin took a few deep breaths and then walked out of the bathroom back towards Tom’s bedroom.

He was still sitting on his bed leaning on the bed frame. Omg he looks so hot. I closed the door behind me and he held his arms out, I walked over and jumped into them, I wrapped my arms round his middle and rested my head on his chest. “You know ever since we broke up my diving has been pure and utter shit” he said “Mine too Kat’s been on my back 24/7, I guess Tonia was right” I smiled to myself think of what she said. “What do mean” “Oh on the day…we broke up I felt like crap and Tonia was there for me and she said wouldn’t us unhappy affect our diving just as much if not more”. He nodded and we lay there in silence for a few moments.

I sat up “So what are we Tom?” “Whatever you want us to be” I paused for a bit. Being unhappy had effected my diving more right?, I mean when I was with Tom I managed to get an Olympic medal for God’s sake, surely I should be happy, right. But I’m sure we can find a way to get around Kat and Andy, we just had to think of a good way of how to do it. “I want us to be us” I said and looked up at him. He leant down and kissed me, he pulled away “good” he smiled. “Do you wanna tell your dad and my mum to make it official” he asked “Only if you want too” “I don’t care as long as your happy” “Tom your such a cutie” I smiled and tapped his nose with my finger. I was one lucky girl to have him.