Saudade

Reason

Mina's Pov

I blinked a couple of seconds, still startled at the sudden turn of events. It took another few moments for me to become aware of his lips on mine.

My feet refused to move from the spot.

He still kissing me while i was still surprise. Few seconds after, he slowly pulled away still holding my neck.

He leaned his face , resting his forehead to mine then look deeply into my eyes.

"Please don't leave me again. Not now that i need you...

I Love you MINA.. Please stay with me"
He whispered.

I was so surprise at his sudden conffesion. He loves me too.

My heartbeat accelerated. It was pounding so hard. I hope he didn't hear it.

I also wonder if he could see through my face that i love him too.

Before i could say anything, he occupied the space left between us, attaching his lips to mine again.

His head tilted making the kiss deeper.

His lips are so soft. I couldn't help myself. I've been thinking that this day will come in the future.

But it's already happening.

I got carried away at the kiss. I closed my eyes and kiss him back. He slowly move his hands around my waist pulling me closer..

My hands made it's way to his chest. I could feel his heart beating rapidly before going around his neck and pulling him tighter against me. One of my hands moved to his soft hair..

When i pulled away to catch my breath, he pouted. I saw his reaction it's cute.

"What's wrong?" He whisper. He look into my eyes as i do the same to him.

All of a sudden, i pulled him again and peck his lips. I didn't know what's gotten into me, but all i know is

I love him..

"I Love you too" i said as soon as our eyes met.

He smiled at my confession.

He kiss me again but this time, i didn't hesitate to kiss him back as i lock my arms around his neck.

He pulled away and placed a kiss on my forehead to my cheeks and went to my neck as he sway me around towards the bed.

I know where this is heading and i like it. I know he also waited for this. And i know, myself, that i am ready.

I kept letting out moans as he still kissing my neck right on my spot. I close my eyes feeling his touches against my skin.

He gently laid me down on his bed and hovered on top of me. His hand went to my curves while the other was pinned to me, supporting his weight.

"Is it okay to get too far? Please tell me if you don't want this" he said sincerity on his eyes.

He gave me a choice. I could hear the concern in his voice.

I cupped his face and went near to him and kiss him. As i pulled away, i look at his eyes and smiled, still cupping his face.

"I love you" that's all i can say. I don't want to say it straight at him. It would be embarassing.

I saw excitement in him as soon as i said that.

He cupped my face with his hands from my curves and smiled at me.

We attached our lips once again. The kiss is getting intense as he make a move making me nervous at the same time. If this night will end up as i think it is, then it will be my FIRST..

I am now happy that he is making me feel loved. Eversince we were kids, he is always there for me. So i regret my decision earlier because of a sudden confession.

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