Saudade

Chance

Jimin's Pov

Those words are still stuck in my head.. I can't believe this. She's pregnant and I'm here, a failure husband.

I search everywhere... But no sign of them. Dad told me not to worry since he's searching every airline that book the day they left.

It's been 2 months now. All this time, I'm just staying in our house. I didn't care of my company right now. I want my family back. That's all I ever wanted.

Dad told me that I getting skinny. Well, that's because I didn't eat. I just eat once every 2 days. That's because I wanted to eat together with my family like before.

Sometimes, I thought of ending my life... But thinking of it, will just make the situation, worst.

Where are you love??

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Meanwhile

Mina's Pov

"Your baby is looking good, Mrs. Park."

I smiled at the results I got... I'm here at the hospital to get my weekly check up... These 3 months has been good so far. I left Chanseong to eomma at the house.

"Thank you, doctor."

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I entered the house, carrying some carrot cake since I'm craving for it..

"Hi honey, how's the check up?" Eomma approach me and took the plastic bag from me.

"It went well.. Where's Chanseong?"

"He's in the room. He's tired from playing so I took him to bed"

"Nice to hear. Now, can I eat my cake?"

Eomma giggles at my action then she went to the kitchen to serve me the cake.

When I'm done, I wash my plate and went to our room to change. Me and Chanseong share a room since the house only has two rooms.

I sat at the bed to observe my son, sleeping. While stroking him, I started to think how our life will be. I really wanted to forget what happened before. Seems Jimin is really suffering now.

2 Months Ago

I waited for eomma to come. She will be arriving here in Japan.

I'm here at the house with Chanseong. I played with.

In the middle of our play, the door opened and the expected person came.

"Hi eomma. How's your flight?" I said as I walk to her to help her carry the bags and hug her..

"It's good. I missed the both of you."
She said then went to Chanseong.

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"By the way, honey. Jimin went to Daegu the day you left."
I froze and made my attention to eomma.

"What was he doing?"

"He seems so lost, Mina. And I accidentally spill that your pregnant."
I sigh before saying...

"It's okay. He deserves to know. And I want to let him feel what he missed."

"He cried and kneel infront of me just to tell him where you are."

"And you told him?"
She shook her head.

"I won't tell him unless you forgive him. Do you?"

I think for a while. I don't know what to do. I'm worried for him. Is he doing well now?