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t h i r t y - o n e

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i've been getting distracted by jungkook A LOT lately.

personally, i don't think he does it on purpose but a part of me believes he really just want to fuck up my brain. but then again, he's an alien from jupiter so i don't really get him at all. maybe all the storms on jupiter went up his head and whirled his rationality pretty hard.

but seriously speaking, he's been weirding me out for a while now. i can't even put into words how he just.. just makes my system temporarily shut down—like, for a fleeting moment—before i can regain control. i don't understand how he does it and WHY does he even do it in the first place.

like, say for example, i would be walking in the hallway with clover. and then, he'll come from the opposite direction talking to taehyung.
when i start to look at him, my system just MAL-FUCKING-FUNCTIONS.
LITERALLY.

jungkook would be walking along the corridor, he would unconsciously rake his fingers against his head, pushing back his dark hair, exposing his forehead and eyebrows completely. AND THEN, WOW. my body malfunctions then and there. like, i would then stutter as i'm speaking to clover. i'm just speaking nonsense because i'd definitely forget what the hell clover was just saying and what i'm about to say so i become a stupid stuttering mess.

she could say the world will be ending in ten seconds and i won't even give two shits.

it all started after.. after he kissed me.
i mean, we kissed. we.
surely after that, something went insanely wrong with me. my head. my brain.

every now and then, i would remember how he looked into my eyes, how he held my cheeks ever so gently with his fingers, how warm yet soft his lips felt against mine.

god-fucking-damn.

oh, right. do not use God's name in vain.

his lips felt weird against mine. i couldn't even believe i freaking kissed jeon jungkook. the jeon jungkook. the jeon jungkook that make heads turn around to see him. the jeon jungkook that make students whisper and giggle in murmurs. the jeon jungkook that almost half of my classmates fantasize and crush on because the othee half belongs to taehyung (but i am the victorious one).

it's weird that everytime i remember our kiss, that moment where i just snaked my arms around his neck and pulled him in always pops in my head first and then whatever scene before it and after it. i cringe in disgust everytime i remember how i whispered to him for “one more” because that's just how much of an idiot i am.

sometimes, i just want to question myself why i have to be grow stupid. i shouldn't have done the thing. that HORRIBLE thing with jungkook. i feel so disgusted with myself now.

oh, the cringe is slowly eating me away.

the one i like is KIM TAEHYUNG. the one i love is KIM TAEHYUNG. KIM TAEHYUNG and KIM TAEHYUNG ALONE.
no other guy should ever come near me and touch me and kiss me like how i want taehyung to. nuh uh uh.

“earth to eru?”

if i ever see jungkook again, i have to make sure i steer away from him to avoid any misunderstanding and issues that might involve my name and his. i want taehyung to think i like no one. i'll make sure of that.

“hey? eru?”

i swear that icorrigible brat will never tease me again and be a tattletale and tell taehyung i am head over heels in love with him.

“eru? are you okay there?”

i snapped out of my train of thoughts and looked up to see a very worried taehyung looking straight at my eyes. i felt something warm on my hands and saw that tae placed his above mine, squeezing my hand gently in the process.

oh, good lord his eyes. truly a gift from the heavens above.
his eyes. adorable and penetrating all at the same time. he has thick and long lashes, above and under his eyes where a little mole is slightly hidden. his eyes can be sharp when he's serious and playful when he's not. but there's always this weird twinkle in his eyes that always pulls me in. like i am constantly getting hypnotised whenever i look at it, even just for a few moments.

“y-yeah. i'm okay.”

tae looked at me like i am the worst liar in the world.
“keeping secrets from me, then?” he stated, jokingly accusing me.

the only thing i'm keeping a secret is how much and how long i've loved you.

“huh? no way, tae! i wouldn't do that!

“then why does your face look like that?” taehyung asked, still looking at me intently.

“it's nothing to worry about, tae.”

“oh, so there is a problem, madam.”

“i'm just easily tired these days. that's it.”

“i think you've given me that reason already,” tae said as he tucked a stray strand of hair behind my ear, “what's been bothering you?”

i looked away from him and sighed.
no. i can't tell him that.
no.

“th-there's this guy..”

taehyung's eyes twinkled as it widened, focusing on me.
“hm.”

“i have a huge crush on him.” i said, a blush slowly creeping up my face as i looked at him. he was clearly happy and suprised at my words as his mouth turned into an o-shape.

he poked my cheek.
“who could that unlucky guy be, then?”

i smiled sheepishly, shaking my head.

“do i know him?”

my smile grew wider but i tried my best to hide it from him.
“yeah, you do. you know him well.”

he raised a brow.
“care to tell me his name? i might need to see if he's worthy of mh best friend.”

i smiled, for the last time, as i looked directly at his eyes.
“soon. i'll tell you soon.”

i promise i'll tell you how much i love you.
soon.

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author's note;

road to 700 reads soon!
thank you for reading this chapter and i hope you enjoyed!

a dash of jungkook and a splash of tae on the side to complete chapter 31. ♡

see u on my next update. ♡
-cookiemilk