soul switch│ j.jk ✔

f o r t y - n i n e

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jungkook is.. suspiciously calm a week ago. but a few days later, he's back to his old self.
the problem is that.. he's obviously avoiding me.

i don't remember angering him or making him upset so i don't know why he would treat me like this.

like i don't even exist.

taehyung seems okay. he's still his usual self. very calm and gentlemanly and sweet. i appreciate all his efforts, but these days, i feel so out of the mood. like i wanted to do things but i ended up stopping in irritation.

that's why i feel so.. i don't know how to explain this.. but it's like i'm so tired of seeing taehyung right now, or even clover. even myself.

it's like i want to blend in with people, to do things like i usually do, but i just feel so goddamn tired.

plus my head is aching so much because of jungkook's sudden cold and silent treatment, as if i've done anything to him.

when the bell rang and signaled for our lunch break, i saw jungkook standing up and swiftly walking away. i excused myself from clover and ran up to catch him.

jungkook's strides were longer than usual, like he's in a hurry.
“jungkook!” i called as i ran.

he didn't turn around. i called again.
“hey, you idiot!”

this time, he stopped walking and turned around to look at me.
“what?” he asked, expressionless.

i was taken aback by his cold answer.
“what did i do this time?” i asked him.

“i don't know what you're talking about, matsuoka.” he called me by my last name now.

“what the hell do you mean?” i asked.
“you're avoiding me, jungkook!”

he looked away and started walking away from me but i held his arm to stop him.
“you're just making things up.” he answered, not looking at me.

“what? i'm not! you're avoiding me! you're giving me the silent treatment! what did i ever do to you?”

jungkook looked at me and moved his face a little more closer to me that sent my heartbeat into a wave of unknown panic, thumping so loudly inside my chest.

“stop making a scene and let me go.”

and with that, he pulled his arm and walked away from me.