soul switch│ j.jk ✔

f o r t y - f i v e

no way.

no way.

in no way kim taehyung likes me.

taehyung likes me and actually wants to date me? i think i'm gonna die.

oh good heavens, my prayers have been answered after so many fricking years!
which means that the potion did actually work somehow.

"i.." i muttered, unable to form a coherent sentence. his mom comically covered her mouth and glanced at tae who was blushing from ear to ear in embarassment.

"oh, please do not give much thought to what i said, eru. continue eating." she said and i nodded. i glanced at tae for a moment and my heart pounded. i looked away and back at my food.

jesus christ, i need to get the hell out of this house so i could scream out loud and just roll on the ground in pure joy.

but as i was silently rejoicing inside my head, an image of jungkook looking at me straight in the eyes, stopped my train of thoughts.

"looks like switching bodies with you will become more enjoyable from now on, huh?"

oh for fuck's sake, jeon jungkook.
can't that man just get out of my head? it's getting irritating how he's always inside my goddamn head!

"are you okay, eru?" i heard tae ask. i smiled and nodded at him.

we ate dinner more peacefully than before and his mom complimented me several times about my thick hair, eyebrows, and eyelashes. perks of being half-japanese.

she also told me to come by again soon so she can show me taehyung's photo album when he was a kid up until his middle school years. it would actually be fun so i agreed.

tae told me he'll walk me home so i said goodbye to his mother and praised her cooking again. tae and i were quiet as we were walking and i'm starting to feel awkward.

"sorry if my mom's really talkative. she just missed you." tae said after a while.

i smiled.
"oh, it's fine, taetae. i understand her. but i do genuinely love her cooking. so it's still a win-win."

"i'm relieved." he said along with a sigh.

i wanted to ask him if what his mom said was true but held back my tongue. i knew he'd feel extremely embarassed specially now that we're alone together.

in the end, he just said his good night after walking me home, giving me a quick smile.
as i walked towards my room, i held my chest.

i felt weird about myself because at times like these, i should feel the butterflies and the warm feeling.

✨ 🍀 ✨ 🍀

author's note;

anyway, i recently watched hirunaka no ryuusei's live action movie and my god i am surprised.
there are so many people who really like the second male lead-whose name i forgot-for suzume? WHY? HOW?

jk, we all have different tastes yeah i know but i do wonder why, tho? i can't really grasp that guy's character that much since shishio was shown more in the manga and-I'M GONNA SAY IT-that blonde dude rarely did anything significant so the readers' attention would delve more on sensei than on it.

anyways, that's just my opinion so y'all can sit the frick down. : )

ALSO!
ANIME MOVIE RECOMMENDATION TIME!

• AO HARU RIDE (BLUE SPRING RIDE)
go watch ao haru ride live action movie.
i just finished it yesterday (i never had the time and energy to watch it way back) and it's actually pretty decent altho it didn't tackle much about narumi and touma's backstories. the girl's acting (yoshioka) is a bit cringey at some scenes + the guy (kou) is too emo (unlike in the anime). but muraoka and yuri's actresses are really pretty. WHERE ARE THE MURAOKA X TANAKA-SENSEI PARTS HUH I WAS WAITING FOR THE SNATCHED BAG SCENE WHICH APPEARED IN THE MANGA. 8/10

anyway, sorry for rambling.
SHISHIO BEST GUY.
CHANGE MY MIND.