He rubbed his hands on my upper arms
and all over my cold body-
"How does that feel my queen?"
I didn't say a word, yet, my mind was
thinking how much I truly loved what
he was doing it to me.
Yet, I also felt so ashamed of my thoughts,
I did not want him to stop touching me
because I was so alone, yet, I started
to panic, and I wanted to fight my urges.
I felt so afraid, yet I did not want the moment to end.
Oh, what is going on with me?
I know I wanted to feel loved and needed
But not like this!
all though I have known this man, this beast
for a very long time...
He is my nightmare of all my dreams
I know he is nothing but darkness
A dark angel that doesn't even know how to love.
But when he had said my name softly,
I just let the sound float past my ears
another time in my darkened room.
I was faced to the wall of restraints,
I know I must fight back, yet I couldn't
it was like I had a spell upon me.
I was frightened, that is when he spoke
to me in a whisper, Moonlight, he would say.
"Would I ever let anything happen to my queen?"
- Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery.
