Just because you can't see my bruises
doesn't mean they aren't there,-
Read my words and see if you even care
in this world, nothing is far.
Your words,-
played over and over
in my head
leaving me for the dead.
faint whispers calling out my name
leaving me holding all that shame,
casting on more blame.
I cry so hard at night
afraid to face my fears
that leaves me in so many tears
the old pains that hang on for years.
I'm sorry,
I would cry in the nights that seem so forever long.
I feel this away every night
I apart of me dies as I have to face the truth
I am being abused
and always feeling used.
At this point in my life, the world stopped
but it held no difference.
My pains are still there
and my heart left bear
with no one really caring about the marks
that has been in graved on it.
-Judy Emery Copyright © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery.
