I felt this pain running through me
like something from a horror movie.
My heart has become shattered
like glass that has been broken
over and over in millions of pieces.
Oh, how this pain, has truly remanded.
As the memories will always carry on with me
like an old sad story
that keeps being read
that plays over and over in my head.
I truly have been wounded
and those cuts are very deep
even in my sleep
all I do is weep,
I'm starting to feel I could no longer breath.
My mind is racing,
and I am pacing the floor
shutting so many doors
I don't understand how life could be so difficult
and so very mean.
Oh, how the rain is coming down
and my heart is bleeding out
all I could do is shout
as my body breaks down.
I'm Shattered like glass
broken in millions of pieces,
there is no way of putting me back together
not in any type of weather.
My tears are so very real
they are flowing like the pouring of rain
can anyone truly know my pains?
Oh, how these old memories are making a home
deep within my mind
that is playing in my head at all times.
That keeps taking me back to those darken day's
when you had passed away
Oh, the pains are very real
they make me feel so very ill
Some people have told me
Time will heal.
But I still feel the same
yet, I won't cast any blame,
like I did on that hurtful night
when I got the news
I had lost you.
My life will never be the same
I am Shattered
leaving me so battered
I am missing you
I love you son
I feel I couldn't live without you.
- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery.
The Night I got the call that my son had gone to his resting place.
