The sea flowed
while life is cold and bold
December is a time to analyze
and to make things right
But every time I try
I start to sigh
because December was never nice
I could remember
all those hurtful fights
that brought on watered eyes
this time a year the breeze is cool
where silence invites me
I hear the words the wind blows in
the pains sound so clear
that brings on the tears and fears
I don't want to fear my dear
But this darkness is always near
I am drowning in old memories
that keeps on haunting me
all those pains Dark Angel gave
that seem to near go away
I live in those cloudy days
dusk to dawn
I'm always on the run
Oh I wish life was more fun
I walk along a darkened road
where silence is taken hold
Oh how I stand so bold
when life gets too cold
I kiss away the pain of death
the keeps messing with my head
Oh, how my own emotions flow
A life I never want to let go.
-Judy Emery © 1989 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
