I sit here so isolated with so much on my mind
Oh, how my heart cry's out to you Jehovah,
Your words hold my poor heart in the right way to go
I was so lost and alone, didn't have anything I
could call my own, I didn't even have a home,
Some time ago I had lost my way of better days
why? what have I done?
I took my eyes off of the true
God; and started walking in darkness, I thought
I could do things on my own
Know I cry out! Please don't leave me, I need you
Jehovah, I love you I was so wrong to think I was
Better on my own without you to lead the way for
Me to walk,
this torture of this old darken world; destroyed me
I can't sleep, My heart keeps taunting me, For doing
So wrong, This pain that I feel goes on night and day
kills my laughter, encourages more pain, and keep's
Me so deep in a depression of my wrong's,
My soul cry's out like an old sad love song of long ago
When psalms of David cry's to come home,
Jehovah find me! tell me that everything is going to be
alright, That you are by my side,
just know Jehovah; That I have made a stupid mistake
I will keep walking in your ways of better days.
The beating of my heart, and the throbbing in my brain
Was as if I was about to die to an empty place lost men
call a home of everlasting ;
I had to cry of a reality check, This was not where I wanted
to be! My heart belongs to Jehovah of everlasting love
from heaven above,
I had to cry many day's and lonely night; Hoping and praying
You would hear my cry's,
I had felt you don't want me, but just then I heard a voice say
In the dark pouring rain, Saying I gave my only begotten Son
Jesus to die for you and for all mankind-
So just then I could feel my heart mined, I new Jehovah head
My cry and told me to live life right in his eyes, From that time on
I moved on to teaching others about Jehovah and his laws.
- Judy Emery © 1997 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
