S P L I T (Completed)

Prologue

Have you ever felt like a ghost??

Like you never exist and nobody knows you??

No permanent home...

No friends...

No relatives...

Ever since, it's just me and uncle Sean....

I was six years old when me and my parent's had an accident.

And I was the only one survived....

I was in a coma for 6 months and everyone thought that i wouldn't make it.

But they were wrong....

They didn't know that there's someone fighting for me..

Fighting from inside of me....

Fighting to survive....

Fighting to live...

Wanting to go out and explore the world....

And from the moment i opened my eyes..

I was reborn....

(Year 2006)

Sampong taong gulang ako noong una siyang nag paramdam. Una ay akala ko usual lang na sakit sa ulo at pamamanhid ng mga braso at paa pero bandang huli iba na pala.

May mga oras na magigising ako na wala sa kama. Minsan mababalik ako sa katinu-an na naka upo na ako sa sofa. Minsan naman ay magigising nalang ako sa kalagitnaan nang gabi na nag lalakad sa loob ng bahay. May mga oras din na ayaw gumalaw ng mga kamay at paa ko, yung parang ayaw niya sa mga gusto kong gawin. Pero ang pinaka malala sa lahat ay noong nagising akong naka tayo sa bukas na bintana ng aking kwarto. Bilang bata ay sobrang natakot ako at hindi alam ang gagawin.

Dahil na pansin ni uncle Sean ang kakaiba kong kinikilos, pinatingnan niya ako sa isang sikat at kilalang neuro surgeon na si Dr. Charles Wessex. He studied and confined me like i was a fvcking lab rat! Stripped my mental and emotional behavior down to my core.

And the only finding he discovered is that i have a Split Personality Disorder or SPD.

FYI: A person with Split Personality Disorder or multiple disorder is when a person becomes dissociated into two or more distinct parts each of which becomes dominant and controls behavior from time to time to the exclusion of the other parts.

Iyan daw ang sakit ko. Dala daw ito sa traumatic experience ko noong ma aksidente kami. It affects my mental and physical traits and behavior. That's the reason why i cannot control myself sometimes. It feels like there's someone or something inside of me wanting to go out!

Ang sabi ng doctor ay wala pang gamot 'o ano mang lunas ang nakakagamot kapag ikaw ay may SPD. Tanging therapy lang ang pwedeng magagawa para hindi ito lumala. Kaya dahil d'on ay linggo-linggo akong may therapy kay Dr. Wessex. Talking for several hours na para akong tanga. Medications na napakarami na halos durugin na ang atay ko. Mediyo umayos ang kalagayan ko simula noon, nawala ang mga sleep walks at kakaiba kong kinikilos.

I thought everything will be fine after that...

But i was wrong...

I started hearing voices from time to time. It's like he was talking to me. And the weird thing was.... We have the same voice.