mixed emotions Aka (own Up To YOUR RESPONSIBLY)

chapter 1

{Makayla pov}

I'm practically gonna be by myself in my mom's house for five months alone because my mom has a job out in Chicago but I didn't really care I'm used to it I'm always alone so I got used to it

*Ding*

My phone went off I like looked at it and it was my ex Kevin I rolled my eyes and read what it said

TBH I kinda still liked him but im not finna have someone walk around having me look stupid it's December like boy it's to cold to be playing games

I then got a notification on my phone basically telling me it's time to get back to work the best part about my job is that I can sleep,eat and I work from home and get paid to just give advice and talk to people that have problems I'm not gonna lie I enjoyed it because I knew what they were going threw just by why they asked me it's easy to sign up all you have to do is go on my Instagram and look on my bio and tap my app and put your name and pay me simple

I looked at the text

Poor girl she reminds me of my bestie before she died  she killed herself because she thought no one loved her but I did I loved her more than she loved herself I wish she could have seen that now I only have one bestfriend

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I was forced to get ready to go to a party with Lena my bestie she was picking me out a outfit

"I really don't wanna go just let me be"I said fake crying then she threw some clothes at me and I started laughing

"Put that on hurry we gonna be late"she said and I signed and started changing infront of her we been besties since pre-school my mom and her mom are besties there like sisters

"Girl I don't wanna go"I said putting on the shirt

"Girl always in the house just live a little,you might even see someone and mingle"she said smiling and I burst out laughing and she did too

"Girl know you know I keep to myself"i said said as she did my makeup

"More like you don't do relationships"she said and I chuckled

"I do,do relationships it's just kev-gco

"Girl fuck Kevin he can suck a dick and die you can find someone way better than him it's time to move on Makayla you can't keep going back to someone who hurts you the most"she told me I sighed and I realized she was right it's time for me to move on and have some fun

"Pls just....do it for me Sam would be happy u moved on and started living your life"she said and I gave a fake smiled she's right Sam would be happy but will I be happy?

"Fine only for her and you"I said an she smiled big

Makayla^^