mixed emotions Aka (own Up To YOUR RESPONSIBLY)

chapter 13

I just got out the shower I put on some gray joggers and my jordan shirt and I let my hair hang I put my red and black air Jordans on and I went down stairs I heard someone knock on the door

I went to open it and it's Lena

"Hey btc"she said hugging me I hugged her back

"Sup and how did  u get here your not supposed to even be out your supposed to be resting"I said sounding like her mama

"Girl I'm fine I just have to take my pain pills"she explained I still didn't want her walking

"So..."I said she sighed

"My mama dropped me off ski picking me up she said going to sitting down I did the same

"Soo i gotta date today"I said she almost broke her neck looking at me

"With who bitch"she said all happy

"X"I said she sqealed I laughed

"Finally bitch y'all finna get freaky as fuck"she said I looked at her like she was crazy

"Hell naw we only finna go on a chill date I told him dont go nowhere fancy  "I said she nodded

"Mmhmm man ski fucked my insides up last night he was hitting it from ever angle I'm telling you"she said I looked at her in a playful disgusting look and laughed

"Eww nasty"I said  we both laughed

"You and x need to quit playing and just go out already y'all look so cute"she said I sighed

"I don't know x and me are-gco

"Girl fuck that shit just tell him straight up I want you to be my nigga and you get yo shit together"Lena said I was shocked but she was right to I sighed

"We'll see"I said looking down

"What time he coming to get you"she asked me

"8"I said she made face I laughed

"What dumb ass"I said

"That's kinda late"she said I laughed at her

"Girl"I said and she laughed

"I'm sleepy"I said laying my head on her lap and I drifted off to bed

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It was 8:00 and I was waiting on x to come get me he said he gonna text me when he out there so I have to wait Lena is staying a couple of nights here with me she'll be sleeping on the quest room

"You wearing that"she asked me referring to what j had on earlier

"Yep I told you were going on a chill date"I said and she did that
'yeah ight'face I giggled tgenna car horn blew Lena walked me to the door and I walked outside and seen x leaning on the car he seen me and smiled I realized we had on the same thing I changed into some slides he had on a black Jordan shirt grey joggers and slides

"Hey"I said and he hugged me.

"You tryna look like yo daddy"he joked I playfully hit his arm smiling

"Boy no"I said he laughed and he opened the door for me I got in and he got in the car

And drove off

"Where we going"I asked him he smirked but didn't take his eyes off the road.

"It's a surprise"I said and I sighed

"It better not be fancy"I said remaining him of what I said yesterday

"It's not shut your ass up"he said and laughed

"X"I said he looked at me to speak

"How do you feel about me honestly and don't lie"I said

"I'll tell you when we get there"he said I nodded

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We had just ran in the store and grabbed alot of snacks and we grabbed taco Bell we were all the way up in the hills I was starting to get worried on where he was taking us then he pulled up to clif I gasped at the sight it was beautiful I could see the whole world from up here

"This is beautiful x"I told him he smiled

""I knew you'd like it"he said we then started to smoke a blunt he lit it

"Makayla you know I love you right?"he asked me I took the blunt and inhaled some and blewbot out and did it two more times den passed him the blunt

"Yeah.x I know"I told him and gave me a half smile

"This some good shit"I said looking at the blunt as I blew smoke out my mouth we burst out laughing

"X"I said he looked at me and blew smoke out his mouth and lit the other blunt

"Wassup"he said i know I'm high but it's now or never and I feel like I can trust him

"I..I love you and I feel like I can trust you"I told him honestly he looked relived but kinda shocked

"So you did trust me before??he asked I quickly shook my head no

"I didn't mean it like that I mean I can trust u more ya know"I said trying to not make it seem like that he laughed so did I we were high asf and man was he fine as hell sitting over in the driver's seat

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It's been a hour now me and x are dying laughing because I dropped my nuggets on the car floor week still at the cliff

"That's what yo fat ass get"he said I frowned because I really wanted my nuggets

"Bully"I mumbled under my breath

"Awww its okay baby"he said to me I was laying down on the back seat

(A/N There in the back seat of his Jeep he let down the seats)

"You hurt my feelings"I said he then looked into my eyes,his eyes are so damn ughhhh sexy and cute

"I'm sorry shorty"he said in a sexy voice he crawled in between my legs and looked kissed me I kissed back and it was just the best feeling ever to be honest this kiss was so......magical💀

Taste me salty tears on my cheeks~billie eillish