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{jahseh pov}
"Please help she fell and hit her head bad"as I carried makayla in my arms and sat her down in the wheelchair they too her to the back
I picked up promise who was crying & I already called everybody they should be on there way
I swear makayla needs to be okay , she needs to see promise get older , she needs to see me marry her and show her a good time
—//-"Makayla?"the doctors said we all stood up
"Makayla fine but....she hit her head so hard that she doesn't remember a certain things but as time passes she will start to remember everything again you just have to try and cope w/ her show her some things that you think could get her memory back"she said and showed us her room and walked away
As we walked in he room makayla was up looking at tv her head wrapped up
"Hey baby"her mom said hugging her&she hugged back so she remembered her mom that's good then she looked over at me & promise my heart sunk I could feel like she didn't know us at how she looked at us
"Who are you & the kid"she asked nicely but a tear slipped my eye as she didn't remember us I walked up to her and promise crawled out my arms and up to her mom and she hugged her
Makayla hugged her back confused
"This is your daughter & I'm your boyfriend/baby daddy"I said her jaws dropped
"I-I have a kid?"she asked looking at promise she was shocked
"I mean that's good I guess,at lease I'm not alone"she said looking at me and promise I smiled at that
*knock knock*
"Your free to go just keep it easy"the doctor said and we nodded
"So who's taking me home"she asked and we laughed but I was hurt that she really didn't remember or our daughter
"Me let's go"I said and I grabbed promise and we walked to the car and said our goodbye to everyone Then I started to drive home
"What's your name"she asked me hurting my heart more then it was
"Jahseh"I said putting in a fake smile she touched my hand as I drove
"Well Jahseh I can see that your about me not remembering you or our daughter but I promise I'm going to help you help me get my memories back"she said which kinda made me cheer up that she was still the same her
"It's okay if you don't say it back yet but I love you I'm glad your okay really I should have moved the dog toys off the stairs"I said blaming myself cause it's true I should have cleaned the stairs before they came what if it was promise 🥀
"Don't blame yourself it's nobody's fault...it was just a fall"she said
"That took away my girlfriend's memories"I said stressing about it
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Then the car ride stopped as we pulled up at her house I carried promise in and opened the door for Makayla then I went upstairs and laid promise in her bed then turned around to Makayla just starring at me
"You look so familiar ,but When I look at you I feel like you've hurt me but not physically only mentally"he said I couldn't say anything much because I was hurt
"But then when I look at u I see the good in you that other people can't but it's like I still can't help but love you"she said I wanted to kiss her but I didn't think she would kiss me back so...
"You remember me?"I said a little shocked
"Just bits not a lot"she said I smiled at lease she remembered something
"& promise"I asked she looked in her room
"I remember some stuff about her,like she doesn't like potatoes"she said and we laughed a bit
"I'm tired we should get some rest"she said going to her room while grabbing my hand making me follow her she got in bed and I did to as we cuddled
{Makayla pov}
(Dream)
I'm sitting on this hill I can see the whole Florida from up here it's beautiful
"The views nice isn't it"I heard a familiar voice next to me but I didn't take my eyes off the view
"Yea it's beautiful...I feel like I've been here before"I said honestly
"Maybe it's deji Vu or maybe I have taken you here ....you just need to remember"the man said I turned to take my eyes off the view and seen
(Dream over)
I woke up from the nice but confusing dream i had then looked up at Jahseh as he slept on me I rubbed my hands threw his dreads he looked sexy as he slept
/FLASHBACK/
"Can I braid your hair in two braids"I asked x He chuckled then nodded
"Yea babygirl"he said then he sat in
Between my legs as I started to braid his hair"Damn u braid tight as shit"he said I laughed as I continued to braid his hair
"Your just tender headed"I said and he continued to complain then finally I was done he looked at his hair on his camera
"Thxs mamas,daddy finna reward you now"he said opening my legs taking off my panties
/FLASHBACK OVER/
I just remembered the time I braided his hair 😂
At lease I'm trying,I don't wanna lose this man ... he had my heart but I don't now how yet.🥀
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